20 Kislev 5781 Sunday

 

Sunday

6 December 2020

 

 

Psalm 56

(0) For the leader. Set to “The Silent Dove in the Distance.” By David; a mikhtam, when the P’lishtim captured him in Gat:
2 (1) Show me favor, God; for people are trampling me down —
all day they fight and press on me.
3 (2) Those who are lying in wait for me would trample on me all day.
For those fighting against me are many.
Most High, 4 (3) when I am afraid, I put my trust in you.
5 (4) In God — I praise his word — in God I trust; I have no fear;
what can human power do to me?
6 (5) All day long they twist my words; their only thought is to harm me.
7 (6) They gather together and hide themselves, spying on my movements, hoping to kill me.
8 (7) Because of their crime, they cannot escape; in anger, God, strike down the peoples.
9 (8) You have kept count of my wanderings; store my tears in your water-skin —
aren’t they already recorded in your book?
10 (9) Then my enemies will turn back on the day when I call;
this I know: that God is for me.
11 (10) In God — I praise his word — in Adonai — I praise his word —
12 (11) in God I trust; I have no fear; what can mere humans do to me?
13 (12) God, I have made vows to you; I will fulfill them with thank offerings to you.
14 (13) For you rescued me from death, you kept my feet from stumbling,
so that I can walk in God’s presence, in the light of life. 

Dear Abba,

Baruch Ata Adonai Elohim Melech HaOlam! My Everlasting! Abba, so many things weighing my heart down... so many things, but YOUR WORD has kept me from crashing. YOUR WORD O GOD, I hold in my heart, I hold YOUR WORD because it keeps me alive and sane. Abba, I want to give every burden to YOU, please take it from me. The burden of My Mom who doesn't listen to my Dad, to me and it's hurting me so much how she will just do her own way even though ones who lover her are no longer happy. The burden of abuse that Ciriaca and his husband is doing in our family because she thinks she can do anything without fearing of her boss because my moms favor. I am heavily burdened by these things... I want YOU to deal with the enemies who are using this people to make me sad... Abba, I am just an ordinary person, I am nothing, but hear me Abba, if these things that I feel are not from YOU, if these things are just my own feelings, then please heal me from them... don't allow me to feel bad just because of them because I've been feeling bad because of this... I don't want to be sullen or angry, I want YOU to take care of me, take away these burdens ABBA because YOUR Son my LORD YESHUA said come to me all of you who are weary and heavy burdened and I will give you rest.. Abba, see my dreams last night even make me tired because they are disturbing... see Abba, I can't even enjoy my shabbat because I need to honor my parents... Abba, no matter what I do, I feel wrong am I too hard on myself?? Am I too hard on my parents? or Ciriaca? Forgive me LORD and if I am then heal me. But if these are all YOUR burdens O GOD, I pray that YOU will deal with Ciriaca, humble her Adonai. I pray that YOU humble her... and her husband. I see so much pride... please Abba, humble her. Speak to her and help me to speak YOUR WORD to whomever I need to speak it to.... Help me FATHER... 

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

Genesis 37

³ Now Isra’el loved Yosef the most of all his children, because he was the son of his old age; and he made him a long-sleeved robe. ⁴ When his brothers saw that their father loved him more than all his brothers, they began to hate him and reached the point where they couldn’t even talk with him in a civil manner. 

 Abba,

Please take away all the envy from our hearts... it is a destructive thing... Take away all our selfishness and pride. I pray especially for Mom, speak to her Adonai... I know YOU can speak to her, nothing is too difficult for YOU. The solution to my problems is facing them with YOU not running away from home. I pray YOU will accomplish the purpose for which YOU have created me to be here. Forgive all my wrongs Abba, when I am sad, when I am not trusting YOU, forgive me Abba, for being depressed, worried, ungrateful, fearful, anxious for biting my nails. Forgive me for my lack of faith, and doubts. Forgive me Abba, please Abba, do not be angry with me. Have mercy on me Abba, and help me to overcome everything that is not of YOU... I am YOUR child Abba, please forgive me. Toda for YOUR love for me and YOUR comfort, toda YOU are already making a way. Toda YOU are quick to do everything according to YOUR will. Toda YOU are active and alive, YOU are behind everything. Toda Abba, I can trust in YOUR faithfulness and love. Toda I can depend on YOU! Yes I can! Hallelujah! Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

Zehcariah 14
20 When that day comes, this will be written on the bells worn by the horses: “Consecrated to Adonai”; and the cooking pots in the house of Adonai will be [as holy] as the sprinkling bowls before the altar. 21 Yes, every cooking pot in Yerushalayim and Y’hudah will be consecrated to Adonai-Tzva’ot. Everyone who offers sacrifices will come, take them and use them to stew the meat. When that day comes, there will no longer be merchants in the house of Adonai-Tzva’ot.

Abba,

I pray that YOU will take me to a new place with a new assignment, I believe Adonai, I have been in this mountain long enough, I have endured... please Abba, bring me to a new assignment. I will finish what I have to do in my family. I will speak to Dean today and to my family regarding the matter that has been heavy in my heart. I will speak so grant me YOUR grace to do everything according to YOUR Will and whatever YOU put in my heart to do. Forgive me Abba, I wasn't able to rest yesterday or enjoy my Shabbat. Forgive me Abba, I really want to observe my Shabbat. I also want to honor my parents. What do you want me to do first? Take me out of the place where I cannot even obey YOU because of my parents... Abba, I am so torn. Have mercy on me Abba and help me to do what pleases YOU so that I have my peace and I can enjoy this place where YOU have put me.

Matthew 18

15 “Moreover, if your brother commits a sin against you, go and show him his fault — but privately, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won back your brother. 16 If he doesn’t listen, take one or two others with you so that every accusation can be supported by the testimony of two or three witnesses.[b] 17 If he refuses to hear them, tell the congregation; and if he refuses to listen even to the congregation, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax-collector. 18 Yes! I tell you people that whatever you prohibit on earth will be prohibited in heaven, and whatever you permit on earth will be permitted in heaven. 19 To repeat, I tell you that if two of you here on earth agree about anything people ask, it will be for them from my Father in heaven. 20 For wherever two or three are assembled in my name, I am there with them.”

Abba, I don't know if I can still speak to Ciriaca because I have tried speaking to her before and she is defensive. I pray that YOU will help me with the burdens I am carrying right now. I pray that I will be able to speak to Dean and Mom regarding this matter. I pray that this matter will be settled today because I don't want to carry it anymore. I don't know how YOU are going to solve this issue but I trust that YOU will solve it Abba. Strengthen my inner spirit so that I am able to work with YOU. Abba, I ask that YOU will fill me with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh so that I am able to operate according to YOUR will. Abba, toda for the salvation and deliverance of my brother David, toda for healing him, I know YOU are just waiting for the right time, but I thank YOU because YOU are able to do all things. Toda for the miraculous salvation of the Rotbart family - Zvika, Moshoe, Miriam, Joshua, Moran, Jonathan and his wife in YESHUA. Toda YOU are doing great things in this family, toda! Toda for the miraculous salvation of the Uy family of Uncle James, Bebe, Godwill, Hanz and their household in Mandaue. Toda Abba, for the deliverance and salvation of Atty Sheiryl and her family, Shanyn Gacusan and her family, Shameine Rubio and her family, Ivy Manzano and her family, Saar Kara and his family in Israel, the Hattab family in London, the Glick Family in Israel. Toda Abba, YOU are such a faithful GOD! Toda for the salvation in YESHUA for Raquel Caballes and her family, Rosel and her family, Grace Rallos and her family. Toda Raba O GOD! For the humility, and true salvation in YESHUA for Ciriaca and James, Letecia, Jun, Catalina, MaryRose, Elsie, Elvie, Noli and Joniel, their families. Toda that YOU are making a way even right now. O LORD have mercy. Have Mercy on all of us. Toda for the  healing of Sister Charsie and restoring her health. Toda for the humility and perseverance of me and my siblings to do our best in work and in school. Toda for showing me what to do step by step, every step of the way. Do not allow us to be deceived anymore. Protect my Mom, Dad, and siblings. Abba, heal Dad from all his frustrations and disappointments, please heal my Mom from all the wounds in her heart and heal their marriage Abba. Toda Abba for delivering YOUR WORDS unto us. Toda Abba for YOU are mighty to save!!! I can always depend on YOU power and goodness O GOD! Toda that my husband is coming for me and we will serve YOU together for YOUR Kingdom and authority! Toda he shall marry me all of a sudden and that YOU will bless this wedding thru my family's approval and blessing. Toda it will happen right now he is coming right now. Toda Abba for preparing everything for us! I am expecting great things from YOU!

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

 

In the afternoon Bishop Eugene confirms GOD's covenant Promise to me!