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  December 1, 2020  Monday Psalm 51 (0) For the leader. A psalm of David,  2 when Natan the prophet came to him after his affair with Bat-Sheva: 3 (1) God, in your grace, have mercy on me; in your great compassion, blot out my crimes. 4 (2) Wash me completely from my guilt, and cleanse me from my sin. 5 (3) For I know my crimes, my sin confronts me all the time. 6 (4) Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil from your perspective; so that you are right in accusing me and justified in passing sentence. 7 (5) True, I was born guilty, was a sinner from the moment my mother conceived me. 8 (6) Still, you want truth in the inner person; so make me know wisdom in my inmost heart. 9 (7) Sprinkle me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. 10 (8) Let me hear the sound of joy and gladness, so that the bones you crushed can rejoice. 11 (9) Turn away your face from my sins, and blot out all my crimes. 12 (10) Create in me a clean heart, God; r

  Erev Shabbat November 20, 2020 The burial of Aunt Lilly which ends my notebook journal and symbolizes a new beginning Readings Parasha: Genesis 27:29-28:4 Tehillim: Psalm 40 Prophets: Zephaniah 1 BC: Matthew 5 Abba!!! Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim King of the Universe!!! Great are YOU O GOD My King My Everlasting!   Genesis 28:1 So Yitz’chak called Ya‘akov, and, after blessing him, charged him: “You are not to choose a wife from the Hitti women. 2 Go now to the home of B’tu’el your mother’s father, and choose a wife there from the daughters of Lavan your mother’s brother. 3 May El Shaddai bless you, make you fruitful and increase your descendants, until they become a whole assembly of peoples. 4 And may he give you the blessing which he gave Avraham, you and your descendants with you, so that you will possess the land you will travel through, the land God gave to Avraham.” Yitzak blesses Yakov to chose a woman from his mother's family for a wife and not one of the Hitit

26 Cheshvan 5781 CHAYEI SARAH (Life of Sarah) Genesis 23:1–25:18; Haftarah Hayyei-Sarah: M’lakhim Alef (1 Kings) 1:1–31 B’rit Hadashah suggested readings for Parashah Hayyei-Sarah: Mattityahu (Matthew) 8:19–22; 27:3–10; Luke 9:57–62; 1 Peter 3:1–7 “And the life of Sarah [Chayei Sarah] was a hundred and seven and twenty years; these were the years of the life of Sarah.” (Genesis 23:1) Genesis 25:12-18 1 Kings 1 - Biden is like Adoniyah claiming to be King 5  Adoniyah the son of Haggit was beginning to claim that he would be king; to this end he organized chariots and horsemen, with fifty men to run ahead of him. 6  (His father had never in his life confronted him by asking, “Why are you behaving this way?” Moreover, he was a very handsome man; he was born next after Avshalom.) 28 King David answered by saying, “Summon Bat-Sheva to me.” She entered the king’s presence and stood before the king. 29 Then the king swore an oath: “As Adonai lives, who has delivered me from

   A Watchman's Report Shabbat Shalom! It's another restful Saturday, and I thought it would be so but this was no other Saturday that I've known... it's not as ordinary as I though it would be. This morning I had breakfast with my mother. Mom - the person whom GOD has used to bring so much pain to my heart, yet I sat with her today having breakfast and suddenly I felt so emotional I was crying because I shared things in my heart with her like I would never have shared before. I was just so glad that she became a happier person now a days because GOD had been answering my prayers to make her joyful and grateful for all that GOD has blessed her with. She seems to have forgotten how far she's come and how much GOD has showered her with so much love and blessings. This morning, I felt like I was talking to a new person, a person who realized she had forgotten her blessings. And to see GOD answer my prayers brought tears to my eyes... I just cried and cried

  VAYERA (And He Appeared)   Parasha Reading: Genesis 18:1–22:24;  Haftarah M'lakhim: 2 Kings 4:1–37;  Brit Hadashah: Luke 1:26–38, 24:36–53; 17:26-37; Romans 9:6-9; Galatians 4:21-31; Hebrews 6:13-20; 11:13-19; James 2:14-24; 2 Peter 2:4-10   "The Lord appeared to Abraham near the great trees of Mamre while he was sitting at the entrance to his tent in the heat of the day." (Genesis 18:1) Abraham and the Three Angels, , by James Tissot Psalm 28 NKJV Rejoicing in Answered Prayer A Psalm of David. 1 To You I will cry, O Lord my Rock: Do not be silent to me, Lest, if You are silent to me, I become like those who go down to the pit. 2 Hear the voice of my supplications When I cry to You, When I lift up my hands toward Your holy sanctuary. 3 Do not [a] take me away with the wicked And with the workers of iniquity, Who speak peace to their neighbors,But evil is in their hearts. 4 Give them according to their deeds, And according to the wickedness of their endeavors; Give the

16 Cheshvan  4 November, Wednesday   Dear Abba, Blessed are YOU Almighty GOD Elohim GOD eternal, King of Kings! My everlasting! Avi, my Father, how I cling to YOU. I have troubles from within, I am without peace... my days have been so troubled. Why Abba? Forgive me of my sins Father and restore to me Your presence. Why have I been looking at earthly worries? I have never been like this, I have always trusted YOU but seems now I am drowning in my sadness. There's so much to be thankful for. Thank You for the good health of my parents, please continue to heal them from within, heal their hearts, heal their marriage, make them love one another and be submissive to YOUR will and be considerate to one another. Fill them with Your love, fill us with Your love, deliver my brother David from the wrong relationship, deliver me from my inner fears, deliver me Father. I humble myself before You. Humble us, all of us, especially every worker that works for us, humble my siblings, because You

2 November 2020 Reading: Genesis 18-19 | Psalm 23 | Micah 3 | Revelations 11 Today it's still sort of a Holiday because DOLE said so, I'm having my period since yesterday. This should be over by Tuesday or Wednesday. Achilles is still not eating like normal but I am asking the LORD to extend his life. I don't want him leaving us... not now... I don't anyone leaving me, not now... I would rather leave than be left behind. But I don't want marriage to be an escape to my fears. I want to get married to the man GOD has been promising me. I am receiving prophetic words as well as GOD's promises: GOD will come visit me again next year and I will have a child... I thought I was going to have a child already by this time because the LORD told me last year that I won't have to fast again this year because I will be having children. But this year had come and no children yet alone no husband yet. I am beginning to question my hearing with GOD. Can I reall

Hopeful Weekend 12 Cheshvan Shabbat Shabbat Parasha: Genesis 17 Vayera (HE appeared) Genesis 17 1 When Avram was 99 years old Adonai appeared to Avram and said to him, “I am El Shaddai [God Almighty]. Walk in my presence and be pure-hearted. 2 I will make my covenant between me and you, and I will increase your numbers greatly.” Dear LORD, when will you appear to me again? Just like you appeared to Abraham? Just like you did when you came to me on a 222 starting February 20, 2020. I miss you and your Shekinah presence that makes me feel so high... it's addicting. Haftarah: Isaiah 40:27-41:16 I spend my Shabbat doing bible study with BF Julie, and then talking to cuzin Christy. Then just resting. I didn't swim because I just wanted to rest. 13 Cheshvan Sunday  I spent my Sunday listening to prophetic videos, preachings about the end times and making sure the table is set for meals because we didn't have helpers to do our dishes for us then I enjoyed a good swim because I w