14 Cheshvan Monday Holiday

2 November 2020


Reading: Genesis 18-19 | Psalm 23 | Micah 3 | Revelations 11

Today it's still sort of a Holiday because DOLE said so, I'm having my period since yesterday. This should be over by Tuesday or Wednesday. Achilles is still not eating like normal but I am asking the LORD to extend his life. I don't want him leaving us... not now... I don't anyone leaving me, not now... I would rather leave than be left behind. But I don't want marriage to be an escape to my fears. I want to get married to the man GOD has been promising me. I am receiving prophetic words as well as GOD's promises: GOD will come visit me again next year and I will have a child... I thought I was going to have a child already by this time because the LORD told me last year that I won't have to fast again this year because I will be having children. But this year had come and no children yet alone no husband yet. I am beginning to question my hearing with GOD. Can I really hear from the LORD? Why is it that when I am so hopeful on HIS Promised word, I don't receive anything.... Have I missed the mark? I know all my questions will be answered soon enough when I receive the Promises HE has spoken over my life. No matter how long I have to wait, I will endure through the HOLY SPIRIT because HIS timing is perfect, and I need to trust, and keep trusting HIS goodness and perfection.

I also will not get married just for the sake of getting married. I am looking forward for GOD to surprise me because I am not just an ordinary girl I belong to an extra ordinary GOD and HE is leading and driving my unusual life. How I wish this keyboard will function again so I can worship GOD with the keyboards. The natural human being wants to preserve themselves, but if I truly trust GOD, I will not preserve, I will spend so maybe I will just have to buy expensive keyboards? but this keyboard that my Dad bought since long ago is a very very expensive one and now no one is using it because it's not making sounds like it used to. But today I pray that whoever stole my Mom's plant will be deeply convicted and confess their sins and receive salvation through YESHUA the son of GOD.

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