6 Tevet 5781 Monday

5:54AM
21 December 2020

Globe duties for Mom and Dean

Psalm 71
1 In you, Adonai, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame.
2 In your righteousness, rescue me; and help me to escape.
Turn your ear toward me, and deliver me.
3 Be for me a sheltering rock, where I can always come.
You have determined to save me, because you are my bedrock and stronghold.
4 My God, help me escape from the power of the wicked, from the grasp of the unjust and ruthless.
5 For you are my hope, Adonai Elohim, in whom I have trusted since I was young.
6 From birth I have relied on you; it was you who took me from my mother’s womb.
7 To many, I am an amazing example; but you are strong protection for me.
8 My mouth is full of praise for you, filled with your glory all day long.
9 Don’t reject me when I grow old; when my strength fails, don’t abandon me.
10 For my enemies are talking about me, those seeking my life are plotting together.
11 They say, “God has abandoned him; go after him, and seize him,
because no one will save him.”
12 God, don’t distance yourself from me My God, hurry to help me!
13 May those who are opposed to me be put to shame and ruin;
may those who seek to harm me be covered with scorn and disgrace.
14 But I, I will always hope and keep adding to your praise.
15 All day long my mouth will tell of your righteous deeds and acts of salvation,
though their number is past my knowing.
16 I will come in the power of Adonai Elohim and recall your righteousness, yours alone.
17 God, you have taught me since I was young, and I still proclaim your wonderful works.
18 So now that I’m old, and my hair is gray, don’t abandon me, God, till I have proclaimed
your strength to the next generation, your power to all who will come,
19 your righteousness too, God, which reaches to the heights.
God, you have done great things; who is there like you?
20 You have made me see much trouble and hardship, but you will revive me again
and bring me up from the depths of the earth.
21 You will increase my honor; turn and comfort me.
22 As for me, I will praise you with a lyre for your faithfulness, my God.
I will sing praises to you with a lute, Holy One of Isra’el.
23 My lips will shout for joy; I will sing your praise, because you have redeemed me.
24 All day long my tongue will speak of your righteousness.
For those who are seeking to harm me will be put to shame and disgraced.

Dear Avi,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim, KING of the Universe! My Everlasting! Toda Raba for this new day as I woke up, I really felt rested, it was a good sleep. Toda Raba Abba. I also realized that this week I need to process our papers for PAL to be refunded but then Deric won't be back until the 23rd and I need everyone's signatures. PAL would be close by Dec 24 -25, 26 is  a shabbat so I will have to work on it on the 28th. Wow! It's too close to the deadline. And YOU know very well Avi, how I don't like the risk of working close to the deadlines. So help me Avi and I ask that YOU forgive me for not handling Dad well yesterday. I should have just encouraged him to forgive but I was also hurting for him. I really didn't know what to do. I don't want to take sides because I love them both but I know Mom was really in the wrong yesterday. I want to detach from being carrying this heavy burden Avi, I have prayed many years surely YOU can do something about them. Surely YOU can heal them before they regret anything because it's too late. So Avi, I'm gonna keep asking YOU to heal them, make them love one another more. Make them better than before. We should be getting better. We should be because it is YOUR plan that we grow from glory to glory. So I pray Avi, have YOUR way in Dad and Mom's heart, help them to be sensitive to each other, make them fall in love with each other once again. Please Avi, restore them please. Toda, toda toda for hearing me right now and working in their hearts, delivering them from pride, anger, bitterness and all the things that YOU told us to get rid of. Toda Raba Avi.

 Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

Genesis 44:31-34

(ii) ³¹ when he sees that the boy isn’t with us, he will die; and your servants will bring the gray hair of your servant our father down to Sh’ol with grief. ³² For your servant himself guaranteed his safety; I said, ‘If I fail to bring him to you, then I will bear the blame before my father forever.’ ³³ Therefore, I beg you, let your servant stay as a slave to my lord instead of the boy, and let the boy go up with his brothers. ³⁴ For how can I go up to my father if the boy isn’t with me? I couldn’t bear to see my father so overwhelmed by anguish.”

Genesis 45:1-7

1 At last Yosef could no longer control his feelings in front of his attendants and cried, “Get everybody away from me!” So no one else was with him when Yosef revealed to his brothers who he was. ² He wept aloud, and the Egyptians heard, and Pharaoh’s household heard. ³ Yosef said to his brothers, “I am Yosef! Is it true that my father is still alive?” His brothers couldn’t answer him, they were so dumbfounded at seeing him. ⁴ Yosef said to his brothers, “Please! Come closer.” And they came closer. He said, “I am Yosef, your brother, whom you sold into Egypt. ⁵ But don’t be sad that you sold me into slavery here or angry at yourselves, because it was God who sent me ahead of you to preserve life. ⁶ The famine has been over the land for the last two years, and for yet another five years there will be neither plowing nor harvest. ⁷ God sent me ahead of you to ensure that you will have descendants on earth and to save your lives in a great deliverance.  

 

Joshua 1

1 After the death of Moshe the servant of Adonai, Adonai said to Y’hoshua the son of Nun, Moshe’s assistant, 2 “Moshe my servant is dead. So now, get up and cross over this Yarden, you and all the people, to the land I am giving to them, the people of Isra’el. 3 I am giving you every place you will step on with the sole of your foot, as I said to Moshe. 4 All the land from the desert and the L’vanon to the great river, the Euphrates River — all the land of the Hitti — and on to the Great Sea in the west will be your territory. 5 No one will be able to withstand you as long as you live. Just as I was with Moshe, so I will be with you. I will neither fail you nor abandon you.
6 “Be strong, be bold; for you will cause this people to inherit the land I swore to their fathers I would give them. 7 Only be strong and very bold in taking care to follow all the Torah which Moshe my servant ordered you to follow; do not turn from it either to the right or to the left; then you will succeed wherever you go. 8 Yes, keep this book of the Torah on your lips, and meditate on it day and night, so that you will take care to act according to everything written in it. Then your undertakings will prosper, and you will succeed. 9 Haven’t I ordered you, ‘Be strong, be bold’? So don’t be afraid or downhearted, because Adonai your God is with you wherever you go.”
10 Y’hoshua instructed the officials of the people 11 to go through the camp and order the people, “Prepare provisions, because in three days you will cross this Yarden to go in and take possession of the land Adonai your God is giving you.”
12 To the Re’uveni, the Gadi and the half-tribe of M’nasheh Y’hoshua said, 13 “Remember what Moshe the servant of Adonai ordered you: ‘Adonai your God has let you rest and will give you this land.’ 14 Your wives, your little ones and your livestock will stay in the land Moshe gave you on the east side of the Yarden; but you are to cross over armed as a fighting force ahead of your brothers, to help them; 15 until Adonai allows your brothers to rest, as he has allowed you; and they too have taken possession of the land Adonai your God is giving them. At that point, you will return to the land which is yours and possess it, the land Moshe the servant of Adonai gave you in ‘Ever-HaYarden to the east, toward the sunrise.”

Dear Avi,

Fill us with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh so that we will operate only under the leading of YOUR Spirit. O GOD, have YOUR way in my family, and I, Anthony and his family, have YOUR way in us and enable us to always lay down our lives, deny ourselves for YOUR glory.

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen! 

 

Ruth 1

1 Back in the days when the judges were judging, at a time when there was a famine in the land, a certain man from Beit-Lechem went to live in the territory of Mo’av — he, his wife and his two sons. ² The man’s name was Elimelekh, his wife’s name was Na‘omi, and his two sons were named Machlon and Kilyon; they were Efratim from Beit-Lechem in Y’hudah. They arrived in the plain of Mo’av and settled there. ³ Elimelekh, Na‘omi’s husband, died; and she was left, she and her two sons. ⁴ They took wives for themselves from the women of Mo’av; the name of the one was ‘Orpah; and the name of the other was Rut. They lived there for about ten years. ⁵ Then Machlon and Kilyon died, both of them; and the woman was left with neither her two sons nor her husband.

Lesson: Don't go to a place GOD has cursed if GOD didn't send YOU because there will be terrible deaths like that of Noami's family

6 So she prepared to return with her daughters-in-law from the plain of Mo’av; for in the plain of Mo’av she had heard how Adonai had paid attention to his people by giving them food. 7 She left the place where she was with her two daughters-in-law and took the road leading back to Y’hudah.

Lesson: Amen return where GOD has called you because GOD wants to bless you there.

16 But Rut said,
“Don’t press me to leave you and stop following you;
for wherever you go, I will go; and wherever you stay, I will stay.
Your people will be my people and your God will be my God.
17 Where you die, I will die; and there I will be buried.
May Adonai bring terrible curses on me, and worse ones as well,
if anything but death separates you and me.”
18 When Na‘omi saw that she was determined to go with her, she said no more to her.

Lesson: Be a Rut, identify the Naomi GOD put over you and be a Rut, a daughter to a helpless mother, foreigner or elder. Be a daughter servant / son servant to your Naomi.

Mark 3
4 Then to them he said, “What is permitted on Shabbat? Doing good or doing evil? Saving life or killing?” But they said nothing. 5 Then, looking them over and feeling both anger with them and sympathy for them at the stoniness of their hearts, he said to the man, “Hold out your hand.” As he held it out, it became restored.
31 Then his mother and brothers arrived. Standing outside, they sent a message asking for him. 32 A crowd was sitting around him; and they said to him, “Your mother and your brothers are outside, asking for you.” 33 He replied, “Who are my mother and my brothers?” 34 Looking at those seated in a circle around him, he said, “See! Here are my mother and my brothers! 35 Whoever does what God wants is my brother, sister and mother!”

 

Avi Yakar,

O HOLY ONE of Israel! YOU alone are to be praised and worshipped! There is no One like YOU! Avi, I can only imagine YESHUA Your Beloved Son, and my King looking at Israelites feeling both anger and sympathy for their hard-heartedness! HE is so cute! But then I see the face of Anthony too, yes the new YOU are telling me about. Why is he always on my mind? Plus YOU gave me a song about him on Deric's birthday at the last night of Hannukah where I actually prophecied aloud to Deric "Your birthday is my Hannukah Miracle!" That night, Shobe and I were buying food while Anthony and I were communicating for a long time on linkedin regarding real estate and at that time, the lovliest song filled the car that I drove as Shobe's ipod became the playlist, the title of the song is Inside Out by Zedd and Griff. All one syllable words just like his surname. And surprisingly the song was about being together forever, it's practically about marriage, it's the real deal, it's not like some breakup song or fling song, it's really about growing old together.... hai! I stop and think and see wonderful things between him and me and I tell myself no this is just another fake show.. because I've been hurt, been disappointed, been rejected, and frustrated over visions YOU keep giving me that were all wrong. I don't know what is the truth anymore. Maybe this desire has consumed my heart and became an idol that YOU abhor. Please Abba, no more no more. But at least Anthony is Your son and this is the thing that gives me a little hope but he just started learning the WORD and I don't like that I know more than he does. I pray that YOU will make him overtake me in the maturity of the word and that I can learn so much from him. I pray he is more than me because this is what I desired and prayed for, a man that can lead me and teach me and guide me and protect me, provide for me and make a home with me. Show him rhema words Avi, show him bring YOUR WORDS to life in Anthony Wahl's life. Avi, I pray he is so intelligent he is part of the Intelligence Agency for his country and doing really geeky things. I don't know. I desire that. Really I do. But right now he is too thin, please make him gain weight because it's really not nice that he is so thin. Avi, forgive me for my wrongs, and all the wrong things I say forgive me. Forgive me, I believe I did not do my best yesterday or have said the wrong things yesterday. Please Avi, make right all that I have done wrong. Avi, you know all that I ask of YOU day after day, I lift them up to YOU right now as I pray aloud:

The salvation for the families in Israel, London and here in Cebu that I am connected to. 

Ba HaShem YESHUA, HaMashiach, Amen!