29 Shevat 5781, Thursday

11 February 2021
Last year, I met Zvika, this year I meet my husband



Psalm 110
(0) A psalm of David:
(1) Adonai says to my Lord, “Sit at my right hand, until I make your enemies your footstool.”
2 Adonai will send your powerful scepter out from Tziyon, so that you will rule over
your enemies around you.
3 On the day your forces mobilize, your people willingly offer themselves
in holy splendors from the womb of the dawn; the dew of your youth is yours.
4 Adonai has sworn it, and he will never retract — “You are a cohen forever,
to be compared with Malki-Tzedek.”
5 Adonai at your right hand will shatter kings on the day of his anger.
6 He will pass judgment among the nations, filling it with dead bodies;
he will shatter heads throughout an extensive territory.
7 He will drink from a stream as he goes on his way; therefore he will hold his head high.

Avi Adonai,

Blessed are YOU Adonai ELohim Tzeva'ot! King of the Universe!! My Everlasting! How I wait for YOUR return to YOUR bride. How I wait, I want nothing more than YOUR return, so I can be together with the ONE whose love for me non can compare. So that I can always be blissfully enjoying YOUR Presence, always fun, happy, laughing. My KING! I sit at your side, I sit in the heavenly places and I thank YOU for my victory that YOU have given me. I rest in YOU My KING, for YOU are the ONE who fights for me. YOU are my HERO, MY Savior, MY ALL. Have mercy LORD on me, and give me joy while waiting for YOU, make me joyful, restful, assured, secured in YOUR love by the glory that YOU envelop me with. Heal all my sickness, my nail biting, my colon to put out all the waste from my body and give me vitality and energy. Avi, I look to YOU and YOUR Ruach Hakodesh who can enable me to do great things. I depend on YOU Adonai, I wait on YOU.

Exodus 23:6-19
(v) 6 “Do not deny anyone justice in his lawsuit simply because he is poor. 7 Keep away from fraud, and do not cause the death of the innocent and righteous; for I will not justify the wicked. 8 You are not to receive a bribe, for a bribe blinds the clearsighted and subverts the cause of the righteous.
9 “You are not to oppress a foreigner, for you know how a foreigner feels, since you were foreigners in the land of Egypt.
10 “For six years, you are to sow your land with seed and gather in its harvest. 11 But the seventh year, you are to let it rest and lie fallow, so that the poor among your people can eat; and what they leave, the wild animals in the countryside can eat. Do the same with your vineyard and olive grove. 
12 “For six days, you are to work. But on the seventh day, you are to rest, so that your ox and donkey can rest, and your slave-girl’s son and the foreigner be renewed.
13 “Pay attention to everything I have said to you; do not invoke the names of other gods or even let them be heard crossing your lips.
14 “Three times a year, you are to observe a festival for me. 15 Keep the festival of matzah: for seven days, as I ordered you, you are to eat matzah at the time determined in the month of Aviv; for it was in that month that you left Egypt. No one is to appear before me empty-handed. 16 Next, the festival of harvest, the firstfruits of your efforts sowing in the field; and last, the festival of ingathering, at the end of the year, when you gather in from the fields the results of your efforts. 17 Three times a year all your men are to appear before the Lord, Adonai.
18 “You are not to offer the blood of my sacrifice with leavened bread, nor is the fat of my festival to remain all night until morning.
19 “You are to bring the best firstfruits of your land into the house of Adonai your God.
“You are not to boil a young animal in its mother’s milk.

 

1 Samuel 1
1 There was a man from Ramatayim-Tzofim, in the hills of Efrayim, whose name was Elkanah the son of Yerocham, the son of Elihu, the son of Tochu, the son of Tzuf, from Efrat. ² He had two wives, one named Hannah and the other P’ninah. P’ninah had children, but Hannah had no children. ³ This man went up from his city every year to worship and sacrifice to Adonai-Tzva’ot in Shiloh. The two sons of ‘Eli, Hofni and Pinchas, were cohanim of Adonai there.
4 One day, when Elkanah was sacrificing, he gave a portion of the sacrifice to his wife P’ninah and portions to each of her sons and daughters; 5 but to Hannah he gave a double portion, because he loved Hannah, even though Adonai had kept her from having children. 6 Her rival taunted her and made her feel bad, because Adonai had kept her from having children. 7 He did the same every year; and each time she went up to the house of Adonai, she taunted her so much that she would cry and not eat. 8 Her husband Elkanah said to her, “Hannah, why are you crying, and why aren’t you eating? Why be so sad? Am I not better to you than ten sons?” 9 So Hannah got up after they had finished eating and drinking in Shiloh. ‘Eli the cohen was sitting on his seat by the doorpost of the temple of Adonai. 10 In deep depression she prayed to Adonai and cried. 11 Then she took a vow; she said, “Adonai-Tzva’ot, if you will notice how humiliated your servant is, if you will remember me and not forget your servant but will give your servant a male child, then I will give him to Adonai for as long as he lives; and no razor will ever come on his head.” 12 She prayed for a long time before Adonai; and as she did so, ‘Eli was watching her mouth. 13 Hannah was speaking in her heart — her lips moved, but her voice could not be heard — so ‘Eli thought she was drunk. 14 ‘Eli said to her, “How long are you going to stay drunk? Stop drinking your wine!” 15 But Hannah answered, “No, my lord, I am a very unhappy woman. I have not drunk either wine or other strong liquor; rather, I’ve been pouring out my soul before Adonai. 16 Don’t think of your servant as a worthless woman; because I have been speaking from the depth of my distress and anger.” 17 Then ‘Eli replied, “Go in peace. May the God of Isra’el grant what you have asked of him.” 18 She replied, “May your servant find favor in your sight.” So the woman went on her way, and she ate, and her face was no longer sad. 19 They got up early in the morning and worshipped before Adonai, then returned and came to their house in Ramah. Elkanah had sexual relations with Hannah his wife, and Adonai remembered her. 20 She conceived; and in due time she gave birth to a son, whom she named Sh’mu’el, “because I asked Adonai for him.”
21 The husband, Elkanah, went up with all his household to offer the yearly sacrifice to Adonai and fulfill his vow. 22 But Hannah did not go up, explaining to her husband, “Not till the child has been weaned. Then I will bring him, so that he can appear before Adonai and live there forever.” 23 Her husband Elkanah answered her, “Do what seems good to you; stay here until you have weaned him. Only may Adonai bring about what he said.” So the woman stayed behind and nursed the child, until she weaned him. 24 After weaning him, she took him up with her, along with three young bulls, a bushel of flour and a skin of wine, and brought him to the house of Adonai in Shiloh, even though he was just a child. 25 After the bull had been slaughtered, the child was brought to ‘Eli; 26 and she said, “My lord, as sure as you live, my lord, I am the woman who stood here near you, praying to Adonai. 27 I prayed for this child, and Adonai has granted the request I asked of him. 28 Therefore, I too have loaned him to Adonai — as long as he lives, he is on loan to Adonai.” And he prostrated himself there before Adonai.

Dear Avi,

YOU are MY HOLY and PERFECT ONE and I am needy of YOU. I cannot survive this world without YOU Adonai, look at me now, I am helpless and weak. Please Avi, fill me with YOUR comfort and love, forgive me of my wrongs Avi. Forgive me of my wrongs, please FATHER, cleanse me of my sins, with the blood of the Lamb and by YOUR WORD make me clean and victorious. Father, I love this story about Hannah, I can relate to her because the enemy is always taunting me that I have not gotten married yet. But it's not a bad thing to be single because I am carefree and happy in my home with my family. But I am sad because I am not living the life of faith that YOU want me to live. But LORD if my thoughts are wrong then correct me. But Father, I do want to get married to the one YOU have chosen for me, the one born in Zion, a true son of Israel whose spirit has no guile or deceit, who has eyes to see and ears to hear what the Spirit is saying, who has pleased YOUR Soul and who will bring justice to me and the reset of the gentiles. Avi, I pray that our lives will bring glory and honor to YOU. I have suffered so much from fake and hypocritical people for not having that one person to love and hold. They have used my desire to control me with their lies. But I believe YOU will soon vindicate me Abba. YOUR Promise is already here and the time of my waiting for YOUR promise, is the time that I was able to serve YOU well. YOU have done it LORD, YOU have taken every waiting time and made it a time of service unto YOU. But LORD, since I was 15 I have prayed for a husband and YOU have assured me YOU have prepared the best for me so I pray that this is the day YOU have made for me to receive YOUR Promise and Reward to me. Father I continue to wait on YOU and trust YOU with my life. Please have mercy on me and reward me just like YOU did to Hannah. Toda Raba O GOD, because YOU hear every prayer. Every WORD every sigh, YOU are not far from me, YOU are here with me, holding me, loving me.

Jonah 2
2 (1:17) Adonai prepared a huge fish to swallow Yonah; and Yonah was in the belly of the fish for three days and three nights. 2 (1) From the belly of the fish Yonah prayed to Adonai his God; 3 (2) he said,
“Out of my distress I called to Adonai, and he answered me; from the belly of Sh’ol I cried,
and you heard my voice.
4 (3) For you threw me into the deep, into the heart of the seas; and the flood enveloped me;
all your surging waves passed over me.
5 (4) I thought, ‘I have been banished from your sight.’ But I will again look at your holy temple.
6 (5) The water surrounded me, threatened my life; the deep closed over me, seaweed twined around my head.
7 (6) I was going down to the bottoms of the mountains, to a land whose bars would close me in forever; but you brought me up alive from the pit, Adonai, my God!
8 (7) As my life was ebbing away, I remembered Adonai; and my prayer came in to you,
into your holy temple.
9 (8) “Those who worship vain idols give up their source of mercy;
10 (9) but I, speaking my thanks aloud, will sacrifice to you; what I have vowed, I will pay.
Salvation comes from Adonai!”
11 (10) Then Adonai spoke to the fish, and it vomited Yonah out onto dry land.

Dear Avi,

Glory and Power are YOURs Alone Elohim El Shaddai. The ONE whom I take refuge and hide. I rest in YOU and in who YOU are. I remember how hard it had been to fight against YOUR will like Jonah I ran away too. But I don't want to run away anymore, I want to deal with every pain that has caused me to run away and I will stay until YOU see I am ready to be on my own with my husband and build a family with him. Let him find me Abba, I pray that YOU connect us this day and everyday I will pray for YOUR Promises to be fulfilled. I pray and wait and expect great things from YOU. Toda for this man whom YOU have prepared me for and preparing for me. Forgive me that I am feeling stuck sometimes, forgive me if I have been ungrateful but enable me to do everything YOU have called me to do here with my family. I ask that YOU enable me Abba. And strengthen my Mom to do what YOU have called her to do. I pray she will continue to work with health and vigor because she enjoys it, and my Dad will continue to enjoy his semi retired life because this is also what he dreamed of ever since. I pray everyone in the family will be happy and satisfied because of YOU, I pray everyone in our company be saved, every worker and partner in Business connected to us will truly be saved in the fullness of the TRUTH of YOUR Gospel in YESHUA HaMashiach, because YOU can do anything LORD and nothing is impossible with YOU. Please continue to humble Ciriaca and Celestial so that they will be used by YOU even more, remove pride for our hearts O GOD, even my Mom, Dad, David, Dean, Denesse, Grace, Deric, my husband and I. I release everyone who has done me wrong, I release them to YOU because YOU said vengeance is YOUR responsibility. So I don't have to worry or be in pain about the people who has pained me. I release them all to YOU O GOD. Toda O GOD for taking hold of all my pain and healing me, healing my mind, my heart, my body and spirit. 

 

John 8

1 But Yeshua went to the Mount of Olives. 2 At daybreak, he appeared again in the Temple Court, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. 3 The Torah-teachers and the P’rushim brought in a woman who had been caught committing adultery and made her stand in the center of the group. 4 Then they said to him, “Rabbi, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery. 5 Now in our Torah, Moshe commanded that such a woman be stoned to death. What do you say about it?” 6 They said this to trap him, so that they might have ground for bringing charges against him; but Yeshua bent down and began writing in the dust with his finger. 7 When they kept questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “The one of you who is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” 8 Then he bent down and wrote in the dust again. 9 On hearing this, they began to leave, one by one, the older ones first, until he was left alone, with the woman still there. 10 Standing up, Yeshua said to her, “Where are they? Has no one condemned you?” 11 She said, “No one, sir.” Yeshua said, “Neither do I condemn you. Now go, and don’t sin any more.”
12 Yeshua spoke to them again: “I am the light of the world; whoever follows me will never walk in darkness but will have the light which gives life.” 13 So the P’rushim said to him, “Now you’re testifying on your own behalf; your testimony is not valid.” 14 Yeshua answered them, “Even if I do testify on my own behalf, my testimony is indeed valid; because I know where I came from and where I’m going; but you do not know where I came from or where I’m going. 15 You judge by merely human standards. As for me, I pass judgment on no one; 16 but if I were indeed to pass judgment, my judgment would be valid; because it is not I alone who judge, but I and the One who sent me. 17 And even in your Torah it is written that the testimony of two people is valid. 18 I myself testify on my own behalf, and so does the Father who sent me.”
19 They said to him, “Where is this ‘father’ of yours?” Yeshua answered, “You know neither me nor my Father; if you knew me, you would know my Father too.” 20 He said these things when he was teaching in the Temple treasury room; yet no one arrested him, because his time had not yet come.
21 Again he told them, “I am going away, and you will look for me, but you will die in your sin — where I am going, you cannot come.” 22 The Judeans said, “Is he going to commit suicide? Is that what he means when he says, ‘Where I am going, you cannot come’?” 23 Yeshua said to them, “You are from below, I am from above; you are of this world, I am not of this world. 24 This is why I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not trust that I AM [who I say I am], you will die in your sins.”
25 At this, they said to him, “You? Who are you?” Yeshua answered, “Just what I’ve been telling you from the start. 26 There are many things I could say about you, and many judgments I could make. However, the One who sent me is true; so I say in the world only what I have heard from him.” 27 They did not understand that he was talking to them about the Father. 28 So Yeshua said, “When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I AM [who I say I am], and that of myself I do nothing, but say only what the Father has taught me. 29 Also, the One who sent me is still with me; he did not leave me to myself, because I always do what pleases him.”
30 Many people who heard him say these things trusted in him. 31 So Yeshua said to the Judeans who had trusted him, “If you obey what I say, then you are really my talmidim, 32 you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” 33 They answered, “We are the seed of Avraham and have never been slaves to anyone; so what do you mean by saying, ‘You will be set free’?” 34 Yeshua answered them, “Yes, indeed! I tell you that everyone who practices sin is a slave of sin. 35 Now a slave does not remain with a family forever, but a son does remain with it forever. 36 So if the Son frees you, you will really be free! 37 I know you are the seed of Avraham. Yet you are out to kill me, because what I am saying makes no headway in you. 38 I say what my Father has shown me; you do what your father has told you!”
39 They answered him, “Our father is Avraham.” Yeshua replied, “If you are children of Avraham, then do the things Avraham did! 40 As it is, you are out to kill me, a man who has told you the truth which I heard from God. Avraham did nothing like that! 41 You are doing the things your father does.” “We’re not illegitimate children!” they said to him. “We have only one Father — God!” 42 Yeshua replied to them, “If God were your Father, you would love me; because I came out from God; and now I have arrived here. I did not come on my own; he sent me. 43 Why don’t you understand what I’m saying? Because you can’t bear to listen to my message. 44 You belong to your father, Satan, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. From the start he was a murderer, and he has never stood by the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he tells a lie, he is speaking in character; because he is a liar — indeed, the inventor of the lie! 45 But as for me, because I tell the truth you don’t believe me. 46 Which one of you can show me where I’m wrong? If I’m telling the truth, why don’t you believe me? 47 Whoever belongs to God listens to what God says; the reason you don’t listen is that you don’t belong to God.”
48 The Judeans answered him, “Aren’t we right in saying you are from Shomron and have a demon?” 49 Yeshua replied, “Me? I have no demon. I am honoring my Father. But you dishonor me. 50 I am not seeking praise for myself. There is One who is seeking it, and he is the judge. 51 Yes, indeed! I tell you that whoever obeys my teaching will never see death.”
52 The Judeans said to him, “Now we know for sure that you have a demon! Avraham died, and so did the prophets; yet you say, ‘Whoever obeys my teaching will never taste death.’ 53 Avraham avinu died; you aren’t greater than he, are you? And the prophets also died. Who do you think you are?” 54 Yeshua answered, “If I praise myself, my praise counts for nothing. The One who is praising me is my Father, the very one about whom you keep saying, ‘He is our God.’ 55 Now you have not known him, but I do know him; indeed, if I were to say that I don’t know him, I would be a liar like you! But I do know him, and I obey his word. 56 Avraham, your father, was glad that he would see my day; then he saw it and was overjoyed.”
57 “Why, you’re not yet fifty years old,” the Judeans replied, “and you have seen Avraham?” 58 Yeshua said to them, “Yes, indeed! Before Avraham came into being, I AM!” 59 At this, they picked up stones to throw at him; but Yeshua was hidden and left the Temple grounds.

Dear Avi,

HOLY HOLY HOLY are YOU Adonai El Shaddai! O GOD, I seek refuge in YOU, YOUR enemies have blinded the minds of those who have been connected to Pacle. I pray FATHER, I ask YOU release them from his grip, I pray they will repent and realize they have been deceived by a witch. I pray FATHER, have mercy on us. I pray that YOU will expose the truth to everyone connected to me. I pray that YOU will vindicate me and clear me of the accusations of YOUR enemies against me. I pray FATHER release us from the grip of evil inside Artemio. Release us from this witch I ask YOU Abba! I pray Adonai, for the salavation of YOUR people, my brother David and Lara to be delivered from the powers of wichcraft. I pray for the salvation of everyone working for us and connected to us. Have YOUR way in us Father, speak to me Father, I pray that YOU will continue to do YOUR great work in our lives, be strong in me FATHER as I carry out all YOUR instructions in my Spirit, lead me Adonai. I want always to be led by YOU. I am not my own, I belong to YOU. Father, cover me and all my connections, with the blood of YESHUA. Cover us O GOD. I need YOUR mercy O GOD. I need YOU. Father, secure us O GOD, take care of us. I pray for the spirit of love and unity among all marriage couples Cez dela Pena and Mary Grace, Dad and Mom, for wives to submit and respect their husbands and husbands to love their wives. Please Father heal Reynaldo Egido and Arlene's marriage, please FATHER let Reynaldo surrender to YOU, even Heart their son. I pray for good health and vigor, protection from the enemies schemes and attacks. Healing for Baby Darius O GOD and healing upon all our relationships in the work place. Unity and joy to be upon us only thru YOUR Spirit of Grace. I pray Father, let YOUR kingdom come, let YOUR will be done. Set us free with YOUR TRUTH and fill us with the HOLY SPIRIT. I ask that YOU Provide for all our needs. Forgive us as we forgive our debtors and please deliver us from all evil, trials, troubles, persecutions, and accusations. Deliver us O GOD from all evil. For YOU are the GREAT I AM the Living ONE of ISRAEL and there is NO ONE like YOU, unto whom all belong all glory, honor, power, praises, thanksgiving, my Elohim the MAKER of all!

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!