25 Kislev 5781 Erev Shabbat: Hannukah 1

11 December 2020

Friday Hannukah

 

Psalm 61
 

(0) For the leader. With stringed instruments. By David:
2 (1) Hear my cry, God; listen to my prayer.
3 (2) From the end of the earth, with fainting heart, I call out to you.
Set me down on a rock far above where I am now.
4 (3) For you have been a refuge for me, a tower of strength in the face of the foe.
5 (4) I will live in your tent forever and find refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Selah)
6 (5) For you, God, have heard my vows; you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name.
7 (6) Prolong the life of the king! May his years go on for many generations.
8 (7) May he be enthroned in God’s presence forever!                                                             Appoint grace and truth to preserve him!
9 (8) Then I will sing praise to your name forever, as day after day I fulfill my vows.

Abba Yakar,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim King of the Universe Reigning in Majesty! My Everlasting! Toda Raba for this day that YOU have made. O Adonai, I pray let YOUR Kingdom come and YOUR will be done unto Zvika Rotbart, Me, our families, our heritage, our inheritance, everything YOU entrusted into our hands here on earth as it is in heaven! Abba, give us YOUR WORD of life, provision for our physical, emotional, spiritual and mental needs each day. Forgive us all our sins as YOU grant us grace to forgive those who have sinned against us. Do not lead us to tribulations but deliver us from all evil Abba, deliver David from the curse of deception and the wrong relationship and heal him from his sickness I pray this for Zvika for everyone connected to me entangled by the lies of the enemy. I pray heal Dad and Mom and their marriage, let it bring glory to YOU. Prepare my husband and me for one another and the tasks and great works for which YOU have called and prepared for us to do. Prepare our families for our union, prepare everything Avi even our wedding please Avi, let this surprise come now come now and not delay any second more for YOU are never late always on time! Bring salvation in YESHUA to the Rotbart family in Israel his parents Moshe and Miriam, his brothers in Asia Joshua, Moran, Jonathan and his wife. Please Avi, do not delay and help me not to be impatient but to wait in joy and diligence in keeping with YOUR Word. I look to YOU Avi. Please protect my mind from evil and grant me wonderful dreams tonight as I sleep, dreams that show YOUR will for my life. Speak to me, speak to Zvika, speak to my husband O GOD! Speak to us! Speak! Let YOUR will be made known unto us and our families so we may live and walk according to YOUR Word.

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

Genesis 39:7-23
21 But Adonai was with Yosef, showing him grace and giving him favor in the sight of the prison warden. 22 The prison warden made Yosef supervisor of all the prisoners in the prison; so that whatever they did there, he was in charge of it. 23 The prison warden paid no attention to anything Yosef did, because Adonai was with him; and whatever he did, Adonai prospered.

Abba Yakar,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim King of the Universe! My Everlasting! How Yosef had so many pain in his life because YOU were going to use him for the salvation of Israel. How much pain O GOD do I have to endure in my life?? I am not like Yosef? I am weak hearted. Help me Adonai, to live according to YOUR truth and YOUR will for me. Today I have a choice to make, to either drive Mom or see my cousin... I drove her yesterday. I believe YOU want me to drive her and serve her while I am single and living in her house. I want to be entrusted with everything YOU call me to do and I pray that YOU prosper me. But please Avi, set me free to have my own family, set my husband free so we can both serve YOU and live for YOU. And help us to get YOUR perspective and mindset about everything, help us to trust YOU with everything. If it is YOUR will that we should be serving our family in business then help us to be grateful with all things and not to dread anything because I know how much YOU hate complaining and bickering. Forgive me Adonai for the times I have hurt YOU, please help me to live for YOU and to do everything according to YOUR will.


Song of Solomon 1

1 The Ultimate Song, by Shlomo:
[She]
2 Let him smother me with kisses from his mouth, for your love is better than wine.
3 Your anointing oils have a wonderful fragrance; your name is like anointing oil poured out.
This is why young women love you —
4 “Take me with you. We will run after you.” The king has brought me into his rooms.
[Chorus] We will be glad and rejoice for you. We will praise your love more than wine.
How right it is for them to love you!
[She]
5 I am dark tan but beautiful, you daughters of Yerushalayim,
like the tents of Kedar, like the curtains of Shlomo.
6 Don’t stare at me because I’m dark; it’s the sun that tanned me.
My mother’s sons were angry with me and made me look after the vineyards.
But I haven’t cared for my own vineyard.
7 Tell me, my love, where you pasture your flock, where you have them rest at noon;
for why should I veil myself [like a whore] beside the flocks of your friends?
[Chorus]
8 If you do not know, you most beautiful of women, then follow the footprints of the flock
and let your kids graze by the shepherds’ tents.
[He]
9 My love, I compare you with my mare, pulling one of Pharaoh’s chariots —
10 your cheeks are lovely with ornaments, your neck with its strings of beads;
11 we will make you ornaments of gold, studded with silver.
[She]
12 As the king reclines at table, my nard gives forth its perfume:
13 to me the man I love is a sachet of myrrh lodged between my breasts;
14 to me the man I love is a spray of henna flowers in the vineyards of ‘Ein-Gedi.
[He]
15 Look at you, my love! How beautiful you are! Your eyes are doves —
[She]
16 — Look at you! So handsome, so pleasing, my darling! Our bed is the greenery;
17 cedars are the beams of our houses, cypresses the rafters.

Abba Yakar,

Great are YOU Adonai! Today is the first day of Hannukah and I am expecting my Hannukah miracle today =) I am expecting it how fast the day has come. But Adonai, our Koi fish has died, I pray it means death to an old life and birth to a new life. Avi, I am expecting something because the first reading of YOUR word in Song of Solomon means a new thing, birth to love, birth to new adventures and a new season in my life. Toda for not allowing me to despise anything but evil. Avi, enable me to trust YOU everyday with everything going on in my life because I entrust all things unto YOU. I entrust it unto YOU, this day. I pray that YOU awaken the love of my husband, awaken him to YOU, awaken him to me. Awaken us to each other as YOU have awakened me since November 2019. It was YOU Adonai I remember who awakened me to a new vision, a new revelation of the husband YOU want me to marry. I am focused Avi, I do not hop from one vision to another, yet YOU have broken me when YOU destroyed the old vision and gave me something NEW but brokenness I allow myself to be as a form of surrender and reverence to YOU, my GOD and King! 

 

Matthew 23
¹¹ The greatest among you must be your servant, ¹² for whoever promotes himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be promoted.

³⁷ “Yerushalayim! Yerushalayim! You kill the prophets! You stone those who are sent to you! How often I wanted to gather your children, just as a hen gathers her chickens under her wings, but you refused! ³⁸ Look! God is abandoning your house to you, leaving it desolate.^{[b] 39} For I tell you, from now on, you will not see me again until you say, ‘Blessed is he who comes in the name of Adonai.’”

Abba Yakar,

Toda for removing me from false prophets and false teachers, modern day pharisees and deceivers. Avi, protect me from them, toda for also healing me from being abused and victimized by them. I am YOURS Avi, I am YOURS, help me to live for YOU and in the fullness of the truth. Help us all of us Adonai. Even this new bible study I am learning with Julie online. Help me to discern their Spirits and if it is YOUR will that I should speak to them regarding a matter then help me to do so. But I am tired of dealing with people like this, O my Avi, please let me rest and marry the ONE YOU have chosen for me. Let him have the Spirit of Truth as YOU promised me that he is the true son of Israel whose Spirit is without deceit. Blessed is he who comes in the name of Adonai...let him come right now ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, I believe this is the right season, and this is the day that YOU have made! Avi, let YOUR will be done. I beleive greater things are yet to come! I believe in YOU Avi... I believe in every promise YOU have spoken to me, I cling to every WORD and PROMISE YOU have spoken to me. Protect me from people who will try to bring me away from YOU. Protect me Avi, help me Avi overcome everything that is not of YOU. Help me to handle people, to handle every situation with wisdom and understanding, always in right standing with YOU. Always pleasing YOU... 

Avi, I lift up to YOU everyday all the people YOU have called me to pray: Zvika Rotbart to have a revelation of YOUR Truth, and receive true salvation in YESHUA including his family, Moshe, Miriam, Joshua, Moran, Jonathan and his wife, salvation of the Glick family, Kara family and Saar, the Hattab family in London, the salvation of Uy family of Uncle James, Bebe, Godwill and Hanz, the salvation of the Manzano family of Ivy, Atty Sheiryl Vinas and her family, Raquel, Rosel, Grace, Fatima, Joy and their families. Toda so much for providing us new competent helpers. Wow! I am amazed how YOU provide. Salvation of Gacusan and Rubio family. I thank YOU for the deliverance of David my brother from the wrong relationship, healing and breakthrough. Thank YOU for the humility of all my brothers and sisters and wisdom, peace and joy, truth in Dean, Denesse, Grace, Deric, me, even for the healing of my parents Dad and Mom and their marriage. Toda for the humility of Ciriaca and James, all our workers and employees, business partners and clients. Toda for all of them that YOU work out all things for our good, and perfect everything that concerns me. YOU will accomplish and finish every work YOU have started in me. There is no need for me to fear or worry because YOU are in control of all things O GOD as I lift up everything to YOU in prayer and thanksgiving YOU are working out all things according to YOUR purpose and will. Avi, fill us with the Ruach Hakodesh! Fill us Avi! Have mercy on me, and even Julie to have the Spirit of love and truth, peace and joy. I pray YOU deliver her from any wrong Spirit that does not come from YOU. Avi, I pray let this day be the day that YOU have made and I shall greatly rejoice and be glad in it! 

Ba HaShem YESHUA, HaMashiach, Amen!