5 Tevet 5781, Glorious Sunday
20 December 2020
(0) For the leader. By David. As a reminder:
2 (1) God, rescue me! Adonai, hurry and help me!
3 (2) May those who seek my life be disgraced and humiliated.
May those who take pleasure in doing me harm be turned back and put to confusion.
4 (3) May those who jeer, “Aha! Aha!” withdraw because of their shame.
5 (4) But may all those who seek you be glad and take joy in you.
May those who love your salvation say always, “God is great and glorious!”
6 (5) But I am poor and needy; God, hurry for me.
You are my helper and rescuer; Adonai, don’t delay!
Dear Avi,
Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim King of the Universe!!! My Everlasting! Toda Raba for everything I enjoy every blessing that YOU give to me. Toda for granting me the grace to enjoy such blessings... Toda Raba!!! Toda because this season is way better than August 18 my Mom's birthday starting July to September. But come Rosh HaShanah and YOU brought me out of the dark depression that I was in. All who seek YOU are glad and take joy in YOU! I love YOUR salvation O GOD! YOU are great and glorious! For I am poor and needy, GOD, hurry for me and help me, rescue me from being unfruitful and stagnant, don't delay another moment! Come to me Abba!
Genesis 44:18
Parashah 11: Vayigash (He approached) 44:18–47:27
18 Then Y’hudah approached Yosef and said, “Please, my lord! Let your servant say something to you privately; and don’t be angry with your servant, for you are like Pharaoh himself. 19 My lord asked his servants, ‘Do you have a father? or a brother?’ 20 We answered my lord, ‘We have a father who is an old man, and a child of his old age, a little one whose brother is dead; so that of his mother’s children he alone is left; and his father loves him.’ 21 But you said to your servants, ‘Bring him down to me, so that I can see him.’ 22 We answered my lord, ‘The boy can’t leave his father; if he were to leave his father, his father would die.’ 23 You said to your servants, ‘You will not see my face again unless your brother is with you.’ 24 We went up to your servant my father and told him what my lord had said; 25 but when our father said, ‘Go again, and buy us some food,’ 26 we answered, ‘We can’t go down. Only if our youngest brother is with us will we go down, because we can’t see the man’s face unless our youngest brother is with us.’ 27 Then your servant my father said to us, ‘You know that my wife bore me two sons: 28 the one went out from me, and I said, “Surely he has been torn to pieces,” and I haven’t seen him since. 29 Now if you take this one away from me too, and something happens to him, you will bring my gray hair down to Sh’ol with grief.’ 30 So now if I go to your servant my father, and the boy isn’t with us — seeing how his heart is bound up with the boy’s heart —
Avi Yakar,
Glory to YOU O LORD my GOD and KING! When I am reading the word in Genesis, I can't help but think, that favoritism is what kills family relationships. But I don't mind even if I'm not favorite Avi, I don't mind as long as I am YOUR favorite and YOUR love for me is so great that I am happy everyday. This world is so broken, help us to live this world overcoming every evil thing because YOU have called us to take dominion. Please Avi, help us. May everything we do prosper for YOUR glory and honor! Please Avi, I lift up to YOU the son of Jing Climaco and heal Raprap in Canada wherever he is I pray YOU heal him and his companions, let them experience YOUR miracle working power!
Ba HaShem YESHUA, HaMashiach, Amen!
Song of Songs 8
then, if I met you outdoors, I could kiss you, and no one would look down on me.
2 I would lead you and bring you to my mother’s house, and she would instruct me.
I would give you spiced wine to drink, fresh juice from my pomegranates.
3 His left arm would be under my head and his right arm around me.
4 I warn you, daughters of Yerushalayim, not to awaken or stir up love until it wants to arise!
[Chorus]
5 Who is this, coming up from the desert, leaning on her darling?
[He]
I awakened you under the apple tree. It was there that your mother conceived you;
there she who bore you conceived you.
[She]
6 Set me like a seal on your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death,
passion as cruel as Sh’ol; its flashes are flashes of fire, [as fierce as the] flame of Yah.
7 No amount of water can quench love, torrents cannot drown it.
If someone gave all the wealth in his house for love, he would gain only utter contempt.
[Chorus]
8 We have a little sister; her breasts are still unformed. What are we to do with our sister when she is asked for in marriage?
9 If she is a wall, we will build on her a palace of silver;
and if she is a door, we will enclose her with panels of cedar.
[She]
10 I am a wall, and my breasts are like towers; so in his view I am like one who brings peace.
11 Shlomo had a vineyard at Ba‘al-Hamon, and he gave the vineyard to caretakers;
each of them would pay for its fruit a thousand pieces of silver.
12 My vineyard is mine; I tend it, myself. You can have the thousand, Shlomo,
and the fruit-caretakers, two hundred!
[He]
13 You who live in the garden, friends are listening for your voice. Let me hear it! —
[She]
14 — Flee, my darling! Be like a gazelle or young stag on the mountains of spices!
Dear Avi,
Oh My Good good Father! I find myself thinking and overthinking, replaying thoughts in my mind, how YOU are going to make it happen. But honestly I still don't want to accept whatever YOU are telling me because it's not what I expected but I don't know everything now... so I am waiting but I am also excited to meet this new person. So I will just do my part and continue looking to YOU and receiving from YOU words of instructions. Right now, I believe YOU want me to renew my broker's license. Okay toda for setting my mind to do and accomplish that. Help me to not be lazy about it but to be excited Avi. I want YOU to take over me completely! Help me to eat right, I really want to go back to eating twice a day only but it's just so hard right now so I pray that I can still discipline my body by lording over it and mastering it so that it doesn't rule over me. Avi, exciting times are coming, forgive me for resisting somethings YOU are telling me. But I am excited, so help me to move in step with YOU.
Mark 2
2 After a while, Yeshua returned to K’far-Nachum. The word spread that he was back, 2 and
so many people gathered around the house that there was no longer any
room, not even in front of the door. While he was preaching the message
to them, 3 four men came to him carrying a paralyzed man. 4 They
could not get near Yeshua because of the crowd, so they stripped the
roof over the place where he was, made an opening, and lowered the
stretcher with the paralytic lying on it. 5 Seeing their trust, Yeshua said to the paralyzed man, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”
23 One Shabbat Yeshua was passing through some wheat fields; and as they went along, his talmidim began picking heads of grain. 24 The P’rushim said to him, “Look! Why are they violating Shabbat?” 25 He said to them, “Haven’t you ever read what David did when he and those with him were hungry and needed food? 26 He entered the House of God when Evyatar was cohen gadol and ate the Bread of the Presence,” — which is forbidden for anyone to eat but the cohanim — “and even gave some to his companions.” 27 Then he said to them, “Shabbat was made for mankind, not mankind for Shabbat; 28 So the Son of Man is Lord even of Shabbat.”
Avi Shabashamayim,
Great are YOU Adonai! YOU are amazing! How YOU heal many people who only believed. How YOU use our faith to make miracles and dreams a reality. I do have a request, please Avi, speak to Anthony and enable him to gain weight more than what I'm seeing him because he is too thin! It's not healthy for him but I want to be thinner too because I don't want to work with a heavy body but light weighted I can easily command it to do what I want it to. Avi, I don't know I am excited but I am also holding off from awakening love because it's not time yet. And according to YOUR Word in Song of Songs 8, he will awaken me under the apple tree where my Mom bore me. Toda Raba Avi, I believe that. Please I ask help me not to think and over think ahead of this so that I won't spoil the surprises YOU have for me. Protect Adonai the days that are coming that is unfolding YOUR Promises into reality in the physical realm of my life and in Anthony's life. Avi, remember my request to save all the families that are in my heart, and to deliver everyone from evil and to heal the brokeness and sick, that YOU have assigned for me to pray. Avi, I am still sleepy why? I want to dream of the one YOU have prepared for me. I want to see him already. I am falling asleep in my prayers... oh no... forgive me Avi... what's going on?? I'm supposed to be awake because I really had a long good sleep last night. Wow something is really going right because my watch is now connected to my phone and I didn't even do anything for it to do so... I was trying to connect it many times to no avail. But something's happened even without my help and so I praise YOU Avi! It was YOU who connected us, the way I wanted it to happen. He first reached out to me because he found me on linked for he was looking for brokers. Why is he even in the real estate industry Avi? There's no business with real estate right now...but if YOU provide a way in the wilderness and waters in the desserts, then it is a miraculous thing for us to sell real estat that can only happen because of YOU! Yes, it's nice, we can do this thing, I love that we can do something together. Not for business but for YOUR cause! YES Avi! Let YOUR will be done unto me quickly! Avi, please prepare his heart and his family. May they all love me and may we all love each other even my family and his. Avi, I pray that YOU protect our relationships as siblings in this family. Avi I pray that all my family will respect him and welcome him and love him as we love Denesse! Toda so much Avi, for this dream becoming a reality. Help me to be so careful with it. Help me to handle it with fragility and care. Please Avi, help me to be the daughter, wife and mother that YOU have called me to be. I pray for Anthony Wahl, deliver him from anything that is not of YOU, I pray that YOU heal him of any brokeness in the past, I pray that YOU speak to him everyday, open his eyes to see YOUR Spirit, let him receive the gift of vision and give him divine revelations and let him encounter YOU in a special way like the Shekinah on me. Help him Avi, by cleansing him with YOUR WORD and Blood so he can be so near YOU. I pray that YOU direct his life and give him the power to obey YOU, to lay down his flesh each day and obey YOU. Fill him with YOUR Holy Spirit! Oh Ruach Hakodesh fill him. I have been praying for the wrong names in the past but it was meant to be for my husband Avi, please don't let those prayers be wasted but pour it out on Anthony Wahl. Toda Avi, toda for loving me and loving this man. Toda for carefully picking him out for me. Please Avi, let my parents and family know right away the moment they see him that he is the one for me. Please Avi, let YOUR Kingdom come and YOUR will be done unto Anothy Wahl, his parents, his family unto me and my family here on earth as it is in heaven. Toda Raba for enabling me to wait this long and to endure all the seasons that I had to go thru. Please help me to pamper myself with treatments so that I am most beautiful when we see each other. Toda Raba! Cover and seal this revelation and prayer with the blood of YESHUA!
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!
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