19 Tevet 5781, Sunday

3 January 2020



Psalm 84
1 For the leader. On the gittit. A psalm of the sons of Korach:
2 How deeply loved are your dwelling-places, Adonai-Tzva’ot!
3 My soul yearns, yes, faints with longing for the courtyards of Adonai;
my heart and body cry for joy to the living God.
4 As the sparrow finds herself a home and the swallow her nest, where she lays her young,
[so my resting-place is] by your altars, Adonai-Tzva’ot, my king and my God.
5 How happy are those who live in your house; they never cease to praise you! (Selah)
6How happy the man whose strength is in you, in whose heart are [pilgrim] highways.
7 Passing through the [dry] Baka Valley, they make it a place of springs,
and the early rain clothes it with blessings.
8 They go from strength to strength and appear before God in Tziyon.
9 Adonai, God of armies, hear my prayer; listen, God of Ya‘akov. (Selah)
10 God, see our shield [the king]; look at the face of your anointed.
11 Better a day in your courtyards than a thousand [days elsewhere].
Better just standing at the door of my God’s house than living in the tents of the wicked.
12 For Adonai, God, is a sun and a shield; Adonai bestows favor and honor;
he will not withhold anything good from those whose lives are pure.
13 Adonai-Tzva’ot, how happy is anyone who trusts in you!

Adonai Elohim,

Blessed Are YOU My GOD, My King, My Everlasting! O Adonai, sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and many things bother me, like our workers...  Avi, help me to be forgiving and to know when to let them go. I need YOU Avi, have mercy on me. Let YOUR grace and favor be upon me. YOU are my sun and shield indeed. I love how I fell asleep to these word in my heart and mind. YOU are my Sun, my Shield, the mere fact that YOU love me is amazing, and it completes me because I need YOUR love. Avi so many things YOU use to show me how much YOU love me, my dog Cobe and Achilles, my family, even though they are not perfect and I cry for them but YOU gave me a family I can grow with. Adonai, help me to fight off every anxious thought, every negative evil thought from the devil. O GOD YOU are fighting for us! YOU have given us the victory. Adonai, I rest in YOU, my heart is at peace in YOU. I am anchored in YOU.

Parashah 13: Sh’mot (Names) 1:1–6:1

Exodus 1
15 Moreover, the king of Egypt spoke to the Hebrew midwives, one of whom was called Shifrah and the other Pu‘ah. 16“When you attend the Hebrew women and see them giving birth,” he said, “if it’s a boy, kill him; but if it’s a girl, let her live.” 17However, the midwives were God-fearing women, so they didn’t do as the king of Egypt ordered but let the boys live.

Avi Yakar,

YOU are a HOLY GOD and YOU alone are to be feared. Enable me to live fully for YOU and not fear man or circumstances but to trust YOU with my whole heart even to the point of death. Enable my trust in YOU to grow greater, enable Anthony Wahl's faith and trust in YOU to increase day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Speak to us, speak and let us stand on firm fondation - our ROCK YESHUA.
 

Joshua 12
6 Moshe the servant of Adonai, with the people of Isra’el, defeated them; and Moshe the servant of Adonai gave it to the Re’uveni, the Gadi and the half-tribe of M’nasheh as their possession.
7-8 Following are the kings of the land whom Y’hoshua, with the people of Isra’el, defeated in the area west of the Yarden, between Ba‘al-Gad in the L’vanon Valley and the bare mountain that goes up to Se‘ir. Y’hoshua gave this land, inhabited by the Hitti, Emori, Kena‘ani, P’rizi, Hivi and Y’vusi, to the tribes of Isra’el to possess, according to their divisions, in the hills, the Sh’felah, the ‘Aravah, the mountain slopes, the desert and the Negev:

Adonai Avi, 

YOU are our Great Warrior, YOU have won battles for us, YOU fought for us. Teach us to completely rely on YOU. Enable me to focus on YOU all the time and not look at the wrongs or focus on the weaknesses of people or mine, and the pain I may feel, or hard situations but enable me to live every hour for YOU, like a crazy girl that I used to be, help me to live in the Shekinah Glory and be fill me with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh, fill my family, fill Anthony Wahl with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh and his family, fill us Avi, with YOUR Spirit that we may no longer live on our own but it is YOU living through us. For it is only by YOUR Spirit that we can do impossible things and great miraculous things only happen by YOUR Spirit!

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMelech, Amen!

Daniel 8
16 I heard a human voice calling from between the banks of the Ulai, “Gavri’el, make this man understand the vision!” 17 He came up to where I was standing, and his approach so terrified me that I fell on my face. But he said to me, “Human being! Understand that the vision refers to the time of the end.” 18 As he was speaking with me, I fell into a deep sleep, with my face toward the ground; but he touched me, set me on my feet, 19 and said, “I am going to explain to you what will happen at the end of the period of fury, because [the vision] has to do with the time at the end.

Avi Yakar,

All knowing and Power GOD YOU are, teach us YOUR children to be wise as we live in the end times. Enable us to live our best lives here on earth. Avi, I lift up to YOU my best friend Julie Rose, and her new friend Jayjay, do YOU want them to be together in Marriage? Start a family? I feel she deserves a better man whose single and not married. But if she is okay with that, then I am okay with that but most important is if it's YOUR will Avi. Because really I pray for YOUR will, I want YOUR Will, what is YOUR Will Avi? Reveal it to us and confirm it to us more and more because marriage is no joke and she need to raise 2 kids not her own... but she can do it if YOU want her to... so Avi, speak to Julie speak to her Avi, like she can understand and give her the blessing of her father and brother if it's coming from YOU. Avi I pray this Avi, I pray this. I ask YOUR Will and YOUR will to be done unto us all.

Ba HaShem YESHUA, HaMashiach, Amen!

Mark 14
3 While he was in Beit-Anyah in the home of Shim‘on (a man who had had tzara‘at), and as he was eating, a woman came with an alabaster jar of perfume, pure oil of nard, very costly. She broke the jar and poured the perfume over Yeshua’s head. 4 But some there angrily said to themselves, “Why this waste of perfume? 5 It could have been sold for a year’s wages and given to the poor!” And they scolded her. 6 But he said, “Let her be. Why are you bothering her? She has done a beautiful thing for me. 7 For you will always have the poor with you; and whenever you want to, you can help them. But you will not always have me. 8 What she could do, she did do — in advance she poured perfume on my body to prepare it for burial. 9 Yes! I tell you that wherever in the whole world this Good News is proclaimed, what she has done will be told in her memory.”

Avi Yakar,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim, King of the Universe! My Everlasting! I am that woman O GOD who poured sweet smelling perfume on YOU, my life I pour it all on YOU. O GOD of mercy, guide me into the right paths and bring peace to my troubled heart. I don't even know what troubles me, simple things like our wokers.. Yes Avi, let me enjoy every moment of my life with YOU and with family, cast out every burden and worry from me, for YOU are trustworthy and faithful, YOU are my GOD!

12 On the first day for matzah, when they slaughtered the lamb for Pesach, Yeshua’s talmidim asked him, “Where do you want us to go and prepare your Seder?” 13 He sent two of his talmidim with these instructions: “Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him; 14 and whichever house he enters, tell him that the Rabbi says, ‘Where is the guest room for me, where I am to eat the Pesach meal with my talmidim?’ 15 He will show you a large room upstairs, furnished and ready. Make the preparations there.” 16 The talmidim went off, came to the city and found things just as he had told them they would be; and they prepared the Seder.

Avi Yakar,

Glory, Honor and Power are YOURS, infinitely!!! Power!!! Signs, Wonders, Miracles are all coming from YOU. I want to operate in such a way that I bring heaven on earth because when YOU were here, heaven was brought down and YOU did so many miracles it is so amazing! Avi, instruct me, instruct my husband Anthony Wahl, instruct us and guide us, compel us and fill us with YOUR Words, YOUR Spirit so that we can operate and walk in YOUR Power and Glory here on earth as it is in Heaven! I can't live any other way but according to YOUR ways. I see that a life of faith with YOU is a life of adventure and I want to live like that Avi. I want my husband and I to depend YOU for everything. So Help us Adonai to be like Avraham, sojourning this world following YOU till the very end and we reach our glorious destination in Heaven.

61 But he remained silent and made no reply. Again the cohen hagadol questioned him: “Are you the Mashiach, Ben-HaM’vorakh?” 62 “I AM,” answered Yeshua. “Moreover, you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of HaG’vurah and coming on the clouds of heaven.”[b] 63 At this, the cohen hagadol tore his clothes and said, “Why do we still need witnesses? 64 You heard him blaspheme! What is your decision?” And they all declared him guilty and subject to the death penalty.
72 and immediately the rooster crowed a second time. Then Kefa remembered what Yeshua had said to him, “Before the rooster crows twice, you will disown me three times.” And throwing himself down, he burst into tears. 

My Father GOD,

How great and glorious YOU are! There is nothing more I hope for in this lifetime, than to see YOU - the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of Hagvurah, glorious! Coming on the clouds of heaven! I am waiting for that final moment where we see YOU coming to take all of us YOUR bride to our heavenly home and I pray that Anthony and I will always live for that, strive for that event to happen so that we can be carried away into our Heavenly homes on eagles wings. But it seems a distant future away and so I fight my way to get there Avi, strengthen me as YOUR Word in Psalm says, those who trust in YOU are happy, they will go from strength to strength and glory to glory. I want that so much Avi, please give me this kind of life. Please. Please help Anthony Wahl to trust YOU and to receive instructions from YOU so that we can ride in one vehicle together following YOU. This home YOU have given me is destroying me Avi, because it's not where I am made to thrive. Please take me to a new home soon, where I will flourish and thrive. Please Avi, I am waiting on YOU. I am waiting. Avi, please prepare my parents and family to let me go. Let YOUR servants untie me from this post, let Anthony and his father be the one to untie me from my family's post just as YOU have shown Arlene in the dream. I've stayed here long enough, it's time to move. Oh Avi, have mercy on me and Anthony. I know he is waiting to, to have someone who can help him with what YOU have called him to do. Whatever it is Adonai, please help us. Have mercy on us Adonai. So Avi, i continue to pray for the things I request from YOU everyday: Salvation, Healing, Deliverance, Resotration, Redemption, Peace, Joy, Love, Wisdom, strength, YOUR Spirit filling us. Toda for hearing and answering all my prayers O GOD. Forgive me for every Wrong I have done, toda for YOUR blood that cleanses all our sins O GOD. Toda.

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!