9 Shevat 5781, Erev Shabbat

11PM Erev Yom Shishi



Psalm 102
(0) Prayer of a sufferer overcome by weakness and pouring out his complaint before Adonai:
2 (1) Adonai, hear my prayer! Let my cry for help reach you!
3 (2) Don’t hide your face from me when I am in such distress!
Turn your ear toward me; when I call, be quick to reply!
4 (3) For my days are vanishing like smoke, my bones are burning like a furnace.
5 (4) I am stricken and withered like grass; I forget to eat my food.
6 (5) Because of my loud groaning, I am just skin and bones.
7 (6) I am like a great owl in the desert, I’ve become like an owl in the ruins.
8 (7) I lie awake and become like a bird alone on the roof.
9 (8) My enemies taunt me all day long; mad with rage, they make my name a curse.
10 (9) For I have been eating ashes like bread and mingling tears with my drink
11 (10) because of your furious anger, since you picked me up just to toss me aside.
12 (11) My days decline like an evening shadow; I am drying up like grass.
13 (12) But you, Adonai, are enthroned forever; your renown will endure through all generations.
14 (13) You will arise and take pity on Tziyon, for the time has come to have mercy on her;
the time determined has come.
15 (14) For your servants love her very stones; they take pity even on her dust.

Avi Yakar,

Holy is YOUR Name O LORD Elohim King of the Universe! My Everlasting I bless YOU Adonai! Toda for this day even though I felt sad because I felt lonely and I am now looking for my soul mate. Although I don't really need to escape from home because I am happy and content in my family now. Sometimes I just feel lonely especially on my period days. Forgive me, if I am discontent or unhappy sometimes, forgive me when I feel nothing is ever enough to satisfy me, it is because I have not received from YOU and that is why I always feel empty because nothing in this world could ever satisfy me than YOU. YOU are my greatest love and YOU fulfill my ever need. But Abba I want to thank YOU so much for teaching me today how to relate well and treat a man thru Dr John Gray author and relationship coach. Wow! I was totally amazed at what he taught because I've never known it before and it's all very scientific and fact based. I realized how YOU drove the wrong men away from me like Zvika because I treated him the worst according to Dr John. But now before I even talk to Anthony again, YOU taught me how to treat a man like the best man. And even as I reviewed our chat conversation, I didn't say anything wrong to turn him away. I was infact more respectful and good to him by agreeing with what he encouraged me to do such as to renew my broker's license so I can join his SMDC team. I remember how YOU spoke to me through a Prophet in Rig Nation when I inquired of him what I need to do so that GOD's promises be fulfilled this year and this was his reply:

Blessings to WOG, I was in prayer concerning this matter and Lord said tell my daughter I want more from her . He said it hasn’t took place yet because you’ve been covered,it’s almost as if God has hid you from the one he has chosen. The reason is because he is preparing you and also the Man of God he has chosen so that when you come together as one you don’t mess it up. Things you can do to allow it to happen this year. 1. Prepare for a Man of God 2. Read about marriage and love let that be your focus this year. 3. Prepare your heart to accept love. 4.Sow into someone who is married already 5.Ask God for that grace to come upon you. You will see a major shift when you follow this . The major key is preparation I find that to be the main reason we don’t see breakthrough. Whatever you are ready for, God will allow you to walk in it . 

I'm so thankful Avi, that YOU led me tonight to listen to Dr. John Gray which I believe has answered steps 1 and 2. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZN999m3GoI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ju_etaiwk7U 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMib2ZDJKHw

Dr John's 7 Tips to Women who want to snatch a Top 10 Man:
1. Location - Be in the right position
2. Don't be easy to get, men are visual, they are attracted physically first
3. Be clear of your values and stick to it
4.Don't be needy or desperate: Be Happy
5. Create a life that's full or rich, be Happy, joyful, excited

6. 3 Magic Phrases:
1) Wow that makes sense
2) Good Idea
3) You're right
7. Never give more to a man than he gives to you, let him earn your love, so you can appreciate him
Dating advice: Regulate the conversation, talk more than him, let him ask you the questions. 

I am also reminded of the book I used to have on how to deal with men and I will read that again. Also I want to buy this book by Dr. John Gray, will YOU give me one from the Book Sale? I love used books as long as they are cheap =) YOU really taught me overnight Avi, I'm so amazed by YOU! Now I know what to do and how to speak to him the moment he comes back to chat with me and I have a feeling it's going to be tomorrow so please Avi, guide my mouth and let me only say the right words to attract the best man YOU have chosen for me. Although I wish he already loved me the way YOU do because when it comes to YOU, everything is miraculous and magic!!! Father do a change in me so that I can receive the grace of marriage. Help me not to be anxious about it but to freely work with YOU about it. I am completely dependent on YOU and YOUR Spirit Avi. Toda Raba because YOU rule and reign my KING!

All glory honor and praise belongs to YOU!!!

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

5AM, Friday, 22 January 2021

Exodus 12:29 - 50
(vi) 29 At midnight Adonai killed all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh sitting on his throne to the firstborn of the prisoner in the dungeon, and all the firstborn of livestock. 30 Pharaoh got up in the night, he, all his servants and all the Egyptians; and there was horrendous wailing in Egypt; for there wasn’t a single house without someone dead in it. 31 He summoned Moshe and Aharon by night and said, “Up and leave my people, both you and the people of Isra’el; and go, serve Adonai as you said. 32 Take both your flocks and your herds, as you said; and get out of here! But bless me, too.” 33 The Egyptians pressed to send the people out of the land quickly, because they said, “Otherwise we’ll all be dead!”
34 The people took their dough before it had become leavened and wrapped their kneading bowls in their clothes on their shoulders. 35 The people of Isra’el had done what Moshe had said — they had asked the Egyptians to give them silver and gold jewelry and clothing; 36 and Adonai had made the Egyptians so favorably disposed toward the people that they had let them have whatever they requested. Thus they plundered the Egyptians.
37 The people of Isra’el traveled from Ra‘amses to Sukkot, some six hundred thousand men on foot, not counting children. 38 A mixed crowd also went up with them, as well as livestock in large numbers, both flocks and herds. 39 They baked matzah loaves from the dough they had brought out of Egypt, since it was unleavened; because they had been driven out of Egypt without time to prepare supplies for themselves.
40 The time the people of Isra’el lived in Egypt was 430 years. 41 At the end of 430 years to the day, all the divisions of Adonai left the land of Egypt. 42 This was a night when Adonai kept vigil to bring them out of the land of Egypt, and this same night continues to be a night when Adonai keeps vigil for all the people of Isra’el through all their generations. AMP ⁴² It is a night of watching to be observed for the Lord for having brought them out of the land of Egypt; this [same] night is for the Lord, to be observed and celebrated by all the Israelites throughout their generations.
43 Adonai said to Moshe and Aharon, “This is the regulation for the Pesach lamb: no foreigner is to eat it. 44 But if anyone has a slave he bought for money, when you have circumcised him, he may eat it. 45 Neither a traveler nor a hired servant may eat it. 46 It is to be eaten in one house. You are not to take any of the meat outside the house, and you are not to break any of its bones. 47 The whole community of Isra’el is to keep it. 48 If a foreigner staying with you wants to observe Adonai’s Pesach, all his males must be circumcised. Then he may take part and observe it; he will be like a citizen of the land. But no uncircumcised person is to eat it. 49 The same teaching is to apply equally to the citizen and to the foreigner living among you.”
50 All the people of Isra’el did just as Adonai had ordered Moshe and Aharon. 51 On that very day, Adonai brought the people of Isra’el out of the land of Egypt by their divisions.

Dear Avi,

Blessed are YOU O MOST HOLY One who was and who is and who is to come!!! Adonai Elohei Tzevaot! King of the Universe! My Everlasting! Toda Raba for this day that YOU have made everyday is beautiful and unique. I do not despise the waiting days O GOD, just at times when I feel lonely, I would say O LORD, where is YOUR Promise for me? But Avi, I do not despise it, I am so happy to be restfully enjoying peace and calm, rest in YOUR Presence. Help me to appreciate it even in the wait and loneliness for this time shall never come again. For I know LORD everything that happens on earth does not pass without YOU permitting it. Help me to trust YOU more. Right now, I feel I am awaiting my parents, doing whatever I can to please them and obey them. I pray I will be able to accomplish everything YOU sent me here to do like helping the family business and healing the broken. Forgive me that I wasn't able to attend the prayer mission on Rig Nation because 3AM I still wanted to sleep but as I awoke at 4.30AM, I came on and they were just about done. And I feel like I'm being unfruitful while YOU had given me rest, I can feel all guilty about this season of rest but no! YOUR WORD in Isaiah 40 is resounding within me, that is why I have every right to rest and not feel guilty about it. I had fought hard enough and YOU are healing me:

Isaiah 40
1“Comfort and keep comforting my people,” says your God.
² “Tell Yerushalayim to take heart; proclaim to her that she has completed her time of service,
that her guilt has been paid off, that she has received at the hand of Adonai double for all her sins.”

Father, every 5AM I keep vigil for YOU, because I need to meet YOU everyday. I need YOU so much O GOD. Please continue to take care of my family and everything that needs to be done. Please protect and make right every wrong we may have done. Protect us Avi from our wrongs, protect us from hurting one another. I pray YOU deliver Shobe from feeling she is worthless, it's exactly what I feel. It's a spirit of intimidation and unhappiness I pray YOU give me time to speak to her about this. I pray YOU heal her right now of this, and remove her pride and self dependence. I pray that YOU guide all our hearts and minds in my family, our workers, all that is connected to us to be saved in YESHUA, guide us in CHRIST JESUS. Cover us with the precious blood of the Lamb, YOUR SON YESHUA, clothe us with HIS righteousness, put on us the full armor of GOD.

Judges 5
1 On that day D’vorah and Barak the son of Avino‘am sang this song:
2 “When leaders in Isra’el dedicate themselves, and the people volunteer, you should all bless Adonai.
3 Hear, kings; listen, princes; I will sing to Adonai! I will sing praise to Adonai the God of Isra’el.
4 “Adonai, when you went out from Se‘ir, when you marched out from the field of Edom;
the earth quaked, and the sky shook; yes, the clouds poured down torrents.
5 The mountains melted at the presence of Adonai, at Sinai, before Adonai the God of Isra’el.
12 “Awake, awake, D’vorah! Awake, awake, break into song!
Arise, Barak! Lead away your captives, son of Avino‘am!
13 “Then a remnant of the nobles marched down; the people of Adonai marched down to me like warriors.
31 “May all your enemies perish like this, Adonai; but may those who love him be like the sun
going forth in its glory!” Then the land had rest for forty years.


Hosea 13
⁵ I knew you in the desert, in a land of terrible drought.
⁶ When they were fed, they were satisfied; when satisfied, they became proud.
Therefore they forgot me.
⁷ So now I have become like a lion to them; like a leopard I will lurk by the road;
⁸ I will meet them like a bear whose cubs have been taken away.
I will tear their hearts from their bodies. I will devour them there like a lion,
like a wild animal ripping them up.
⁹ It is your destruction, Isra’el, although your help is in me.
¹⁰ So now, where is your king, to save you in all your cities?
Where are your judges, of whom you said, ‘Give me a king and leaders’?
¹¹ I gave you a king in my anger; and in my fury I took him away.
13 The pain of being born will come to him; but he is an unwise son.
The time has come; and he shouldn’t delay, there at the mouth of the womb.
14 Should I ransom them from the power of Sh’ol? Should I redeem them from death?
Where are your plagues, death; where is your destruction, Sh’ol?
My eyes are closed to compassion.
15 For though he flourishes among the reeds, an east wind will come, a wind from Adonai,
blowing up from the desert. Then his water source will dry up, then his spring will fail —
it will plunder his treasury, removing every precious thing.”

Avi Yakar,

O Great and Merciful GOD, YOU are my Adonai Elohim and YOU are so faithful! Forgive me for being sleepy at this time... It's the first time I feel sleepy because when I read Hosea, I can't relate to much of it. Avi, toda raba because everyday is new and YOU hold all the days of our lives. Now Avi, I pray hold on and rest in YOUR Promises for me. Right now I am learning to have satisfaction and contentment in YOU even though I have no King yet. Toda for holding me up O GOD all these precious years so that YOU can do YOUR work freely with the man YOU have chosen for me to help and marry.

 

Luke 15 GOD's joy of finding that which are lost

1 The tax-collectors and sinners kept gathering around to hear Yeshua, 2 and the P’rushim and Torah-teachers kept grumbling. “This fellow,” they said, “welcomes sinners — he even eats with them!” 3 So he told them this parable: 4 “If one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them, doesn’t he leave the other ninety-nine in the desert and go after the lost one until he finds it? 5 When he does find it, he joyfully hoists it onto his shoulders; 6 and when he gets home, he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Come, celebrate with me, because I have found my lost sheep!’ 7 I tell you that in the same way, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who turns to God from his sins than over ninety-nine righteous people who have no need to repent. 

³² We had to celebrate and rejoice, because this brother of yours was dead but has come back to life — he was lost but has been found.’”

Dear Avi,

Blessed are YOU O Most Holy and Almighty GOD, King of kings, Prince of peace!!! My Everlasting!!! Avi, I lift up to YOU all that concerns me, my family, my husband his family, our family business, everything we do here on earth. LORD, I understand how joyful it brings heaven if one sinner repents and so I pray Abba, Avi please bring these families in the salvation and knowledge of YESHUA: 

1. Zvika Rotbart and his family, Antonio Azaria and his family, Oren Shtark and his family, Saar Kara and his family and the Hattab family in London.

2. Uncle James Uy and his family to be saved in YESHUA and delivered from every dark stronghold of the enemy - Aunt Bebe, Godwill, Hanz and the entire household in Mandaue to be saved in JESUS!

3. Atty Sheiryl G Vinas and her family to be saved and to stand in the truth of the knowledge of YESHUA, not of religion, also for Raquel Caballes and her family, Karen and her family, all our workers employed under our Company to be saved in YESHUA, Mary Rose and Michael Amarante to be saved and changed in YESHUA, all our staff, all those who have worked so long for us. May they see YOUR hand at work in our family and that they will also surrender their lives to YOU O GOD Almighty.

4. Deliverance and healing for Lara the daughter of Fatima our helper. The deliverance and healing of my brother David from being in a wrong relationship that is not blessed by us his family. Deliverance and healing for Shameine Rubio from all her troubles and trials and breakthrough for her LORD.

5. Healing for Uncle Ben, Kathleen and Dj Acogido from Covid, also complete healing of Sharone in America from covid. Healing for Sister Char from Cancer LORD.

6. Salvation for the families of Shanyn Gacusan, Ivy Manzano, provision and protection upon them. Victory, Power and Blessing upon Arlene who is in Maasin right now, to everything and everyone YOU sent her to do. May she experience, breakthrough after breakthrough, miracles and always give YOU praise that YOU deserve. Give us joy Father, even Achi Grace Go, provide for her a husband too Father, like I am always praying for myself, please Avi even for Julie, give her a husband and if it's Jj help her to to treat him with love and not ruin their relationship but to understand how to deal with men.

7. Healing and restoration upon the marriage of Pastor Cez and Mary Grace dela Pena because they are YOUR servants LORD, do not let the enemy attack marriages connected to me. Healing and restoration of Dad and Mom and their marriage LORD, let them love each other like new couples GOD, please heal these relationships in the family. 

8. Humility upon Ciriaca and her family, loyalty and love towards our family. Humility be upon Julie Rose my bestfriend and the bible study group teachers and members so we can all be used by YOU. Humility rule the heart and of Grace my Sister, my Mom, Dad, David, Dean, Denesse, Deric and me and my husband, Anthony Wahl. Help us LORD to be humble and submissive to YOUR will and to have one heart, mind and spirit with YOU. Father fill us with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh and quicken our ears to hear YOUR voice speaking to us, sensitivity of our hearts and attentiveness to YOU. 

9. Blessing, Provision, Supplication, Renewing of our Spirits in all the ministers who have prayed for me sincerely, Pastor Cez dela Pena, Pastor Jonah Gabriente, Pastor Michael Nesrallah, Bishop Eugene Amparo, Pastor Carlos and Sarah Gulane. O GOD, provide for all of our needs, and enable us to always be joyful in YOU, not worrying about anything because YOU O GOD, gloriously supply all our needs. I pray that YOU will remove anyone from me who is only using me for their gain and who is not sincere towards YOU, who are not true prophets and deceiving YOU. I pray that YOU punish the works that will not stand before YOU and remove them from me. Thank YOU Adonai YOU have awakened my sleepiness with these prayers I have lifted up to YOU.

10. Blessing, Breakthrough, Healing, Deliverance, upon Anthony Wahl, my husband, the man YOU have chosen for me. Please speak clearly to him, because he is a man of GOD, and he is not ordinary, he is  special man whom YOU love and YOUR soul is well pleased. Prepare us O LORD for the gift of marriage and the responsibilities that comes along with it. Help us to trust YOU all the way and that everywhere we go, we will shine YOUR light and turn people to YOUR glory, turn people into YOUR kingdom and many that we pass by will, who will connect with us and know us will be saved and healed in YESHUA. This is the anointing that I ask that YOU for us. Prepare my heart and mind, prepare him, prepare our wedding LORD, simple it may be. Prepare his family and mine. I am so excited to be loved by a husband because I can finally experience how much YOU love me in the physical. 

Avi I lift up this day unto YOU, have YOUR way in it, each and everyday. Let YOUR will always be done in my life O GOD. Take care of me and my family and everything that concerns me. Take full control over us and let YOUR glory always be felt all around us, wherever I go, I seek YOUR Presence Avi.

Toda Raba for always hearing me O GOD, toda for listening to my prayers and answering them. Even the things I do not ask, YOU always do for me faithfully because that is who YOU are! YOU are amazing and most wonderful GOD, the GREAT I AM, Elohim Adonai, KING, My Everlasting Love!
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!