12 Tevet 5781, Sunday

27 December 2020

Psalm 77
(0) For the leader. For Y’dutun. A psalm of Asaf:
2 (1) I cry aloud to God, aloud to God; and he hears me.
3 (2) On the day of my distress I am seeking Adonai;
my hands are lifted up; my tears flow all night without ceasing; my heart refuses comfort.
4 (3) When remembering God, I moan; when I ponder, my spirit fails. (Selah)
5 (4) You hold my eyelids [and keep me from sleeping]; I am too troubled to speak.
6 (5) I think about the days of old, the years of long ago;
7 (6) in the night I remember my song, I commune with myself, my spirit inquires:
8 (7) “Will Adonai reject forever? will he never show his favor again?
9 (8) Has his grace permanently disappeared? Is his word to all generations done away?
10 (9) Has God forgotten to be compassionate? Has he in anger withheld his mercy?” (Selah)
11 (10) Then I add, “That’s my weakness —[supposing] the Most High’s right hand could change.”
12 (11) So I will remind myself of Yah’s doings; yes, I will remember your wonders of old.
13 (12) I will meditate on your work and think about what you have done.
14 (13) God, your way is in holiness. What god is as great as God?
15 (14) You are the God who does wonders, you revealed your strength to the peoples.
16 (15) With your arm you redeemed your people, the descendants of Ya‘akov and Yosef. (Selah)
17 (16) The water saw you, God; the water saw you and writhed in anguish,
agitated to its depths.
18 (17) The clouds poured water, the skies thundered, and your arrows flashed here and there.
19 (18) The sound of your thunder was in the whirlwind, the lightning flashes lit up the world,
the earth trembled and shook.
20 (19) Your way went through the sea, your path through the turbulent waters;
but your footsteps could not be traced.
21 (20) You led your people like a flock under the care of Moshe and Aharon.

Dear Avi,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim, King of the Universe! My Everlasting!!! Wow! You seem to always wake me up at 4AM and I am able to poo a lot this morning, toda for healing my colon, and I didn't notice that I already have my period and it started today while I was sound asleep. As I think about how it has been this month of Kislev, it has been a month of miraculous confirmation and new revelations. But Avi, it's funny yah? because all the Prophets I know from Manila can only see my wedding, and the height of my husband. They are not confirming Anthony because this is the "NEW" you are telling me. When I ask my father to pray for me, he talks about something else, Tina Turner or the journey of his life. My father can't minister to me and I wish that he can, I pray that he will receive from YOU divine revelations confirming the NEW to me, Avi. Even when I asked YOU through Arlene to confirm the new, YOUR  answer was not understandable. YOU went from near to far and left to center. I still have to ponder and think about that. But I know YOU waking me earlier than I have ever been is something unusual that I ought to use to spend with YOU because there's many things YOU want to tell me. And right now, I don't want to think anymore about the husband YOU want for me. I want YOU to surprise me like YOU said YOU would.

 

Genesis 47:28-48:9

Genesis 47

Parashah 12: Vayechi (He lived) 47:28–50:26

28 Ya‘akov lived in the land of Egypt seventeen years; thus Ya‘akov lived to be 147 years old. 29 The time came when Isra’el was approaching death; so he called for his son Yosef and said to him, “If you truly love me, please put your hand under my thigh and pledge that, out of consideration for me, you will not bury me in Egypt. 30 Rather, when I sleep with my fathers, you are to carry me out of Egypt and bury me where they are buried.” He replied, “I will do as you have said.” 31 He said, “Swear it to me,” and he swore to him. Then Isra’el bowed down at the head of his bed.

Genesis 48
³ Ya‘akov said to Yosef, “El Shaddai appeared to me at Luz in the land of Kena‘an and blessed me, ⁴ saying to me, ‘I will make you fruitful and numerous. I will make of you a group of peoples; and I will give this land to your descendants to possess forever.’ ⁵ Now your two sons, who were born to you in the land of Egypt before I came to you in Egypt, are mine; Efrayim and M’nasheh will be as much mine as Re’uven and Shim‘on are. ⁶ The children born to you after them will be yours, but for purposes of inheritance they are to be counted with their older brothers.

Dear Avi,

Great and HOLY are YOU Adonai! You are worthy to be praised! Toda for this peace I feel in my heart, serenity and calm in the atmosphere. Toda Raba. What a blessed Sunday! Achilles is okay, toda for healing him and Cobe, and me.

Joshua 6

²⁶ Y’hoshua then made the people take this oath: “A curse before Adonai on anyone who rises up and rebuilds this city of Yericho: he will lay its foundation with the loss of his firstborn son and set up its gates with the loss of his youngest son.” ²⁷ So Adonai was with Y’hoshua, and people heard about him throughout the land.

Avi Yakar,

I cling to YOU perfect and Sovereign One most HIGH! I remember this WORD! It was with Earl before, that if I rebuild Jericho - a revelation that was meant to be destroyed and in my case it was Earl Revelation, then they shall be cursed with the loss of their oldest and youngest son. What are you trying to say this time Avi? Please speak to me. 

 

Daniel 2

19 Then the secret was revealed to Dani’el in a vision at night, and Dani’el blessed the God of heaven 20 in these words:
“Blessed be the name of God
from eternity past to eternity future!
For wisdom and power are his alone;
21 he brings the changes of seasons and times;
he installs and deposes kings;
he gives wisdom to the wise
and knowledge to those with discernment.
22 He reveals deep and secret things;
he knows what lies in the darkness;
and light dwells with him.
23 I thank and praise you, God of my ancestors,
for giving me wisdom and power,
and revealing to me what we wanted from you,
for giving us the answer for the king.”
24 So Dani’el went to see Aryokh, whom the king had charged with destroying the sages of Bavel, and said to him, “Don’t destroy the sages of Bavel! Bring me before the king, and I will give the king the interpretation.” 25 Quickly Aryokh brought Dani’el before the king and told him, “I have found one of the exiles of Y’hudah who will reveal the interpretation to his majesty.” 26 The king said to Dani’el (who had been renamed Belt’shatzar), “Can you tell me what I dreamt and what it means?” 27 Dani’el answered the king, “No sage, exorcist, magician or astrologer can tell his majesty the secret he has asked about. 28 But there is a God in heaven who unlocks mysteries, and he has revealed to King N’vukhadnetzar what will happen in the acharit-hayamim. Here are your dream and the visions you had in your head when you were in bed.
46 Then King N’vukhadnetzar fell on his face and worshipped Dani’el; he ordered that a grain offering and incense be offered to him. 47 To Dani’el the king said, “Your God is indeed the God of gods, the Lord of kings and a revealer of secrets, since you have been able to reveal this secret.” 48 The king promoted Dani’el to a high rank, gave him many rich gifts and made him governor of the entire province of Bavel and head of all the sages of Bavel. 49 At Dani’el’s request, the king put Shadrakh, Meishakh and ‘Aved-N’go in charge of the affairs of the province of Bavel, while Dani’el remained in attendance on the king.

Avi Yakar, 

YOU are so wonderful! What YOU did for Daniel and his friends because they are YOUR servants. At the same time, YOU did for me and Arlene when YOU made us Night Watchman in Cebu for a time because we are YOUR servants Adonai. Toda!  

Mark 8 
²⁷ Yeshua and his talmidim went on to the towns of Caesarea Philippi. On the way, he asked his talmidim, “Who are people saying I am?” ²⁸ “Some say you are Yochanan the Immerser,” they told him, “others say Eliyahu, and still others, one of the prophets.” ²⁹ “But you,” he asked, “who do you say I am?” Kefa answered, “You are the Mashiach.” ³⁰ Then Yeshua warned them not to tell anyone about him. ³¹ He began teaching them that the Son of Man had to endure much suffering and be rejected by the elders, the head cohanim and the Torah-teachers; and that he had to be put to death; but that after three days, he had to rise again.

34 Then Yeshua called the crowd and his talmidim to him and told them, “If anyone wants to come after me, let him say ‘No’ to himself, take up his execution-stake, and keep following me. 35 For whoever wants to save his own life will destroy it, but whoever destroys his life for my sake and for the sake of the Good News will save it. 36 Indeed, what will it benefit a person if he gains the whole world but forfeits his life? 37 What could a person give in exchange for his life? 38 For if someone is ashamed of me and of what I say in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man also will be ashamed of him when he comes in his Father’s glory with the holy angels.

Dear Avi,

Glory to YOU O GOD Most High Avi! At this point I am quite confused because it's 3 against 2

2 women - Sistah and Arlene saying he is filipino and mom is excitedly agreeing about it so that makes them 3

2 prophets - saying he is a JEW Pastor Cez and Bishop Eugene.

And me saying to YOU, well Avi, if that's what YOU want, whatever YOU want, let it be done, I'm not gonna refuse YOU but I will keep following YOU so just do what YOU have to do. Whatever YOU want to happen, let it happen. I will freely do whatever YOU want done. So if it's Anthony then confirm the word YOU have spoken to me long ago that he is a man born in Zion, Jerusalem - it has to be literal. Yes! I want it to be so that everything makes sense! But Psalm 87 is also a clue... he was born on 1987 which exactly is Anthony. But honestly I don't feel anything, because I hate the fact that he is a model, he is too good looking, so many people know him and if I am to be his wife, so many people who wants to marry him will hate me. hahahaa Oh no! I've had enough hostility in my life. But no matter what happens Avi, if it is YOUR Will then let him fall in love with me at first sight. Let him fall in love deep because that's what I want. I've been dreaming of that. It has to be suddenly and miraculous or else I would not have it any other way. So in this way I am asking for 2 things from YOU, that he has to be born in Jerusalem literally, and he has to love me at first sight right away! Okay? But don't forget all the prayers I have asked of YOU for his family to love and embrace me, celebrate me even. For my family to do the same. For our families to release us to our callings. I also want him to be super intelligent almost like a nerd - a jughead where he doesn't get attracted to women so easily because he is focused on realizing his dreams and he has a pure heart, whose spirit has no deceit. O LORD, every ONE of YOUR Promise to me will never fail because just as YOU were faithful to Israel, so YOU will be faithful to me YOUR daughter of Zion. So Avi, I lift up to YOU all the request of my heart.

Toda for always hearing every word I say and the thoughts of my heart and sighs of my soul.

I love YOU Avi, Always and forever

Ba  HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

34 Then Yeshua called the crowd and his talmidim to him and told them, “If anyone wants to come after me, let him say ‘No’ to himself, take up his execution-stake, and keep following me. 35 For whoever wants to save his own life will destroy it, but whoever destroys his life for my sake and for the sake of the Good News will save it. 36 Indeed, what will it benefit a person if he gains the whole world but forfeits his life? 37 What could a person give in exchange for his life? 38 For if someone is ashamed of me and of what I say in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man also will be ashamed of him when he comes in his Father’s glory with the holy angels.