8 Shevat 5781, Thursday

21 January 2021




Psalm 101
(0) A psalm of David:
(1) I am singing of grace and justice; I am singing to you, Adonai.
2 I will follow the path of integrity; when will you come to me?
I will run my life with a sincere heart inside my own house.
3 I will not allow before my eyes any shameful thing.
I hate those who act crookedly; what they do does not attract me.
4 Deviousness will depart from me; I will not tolerate evil.
5 If someone slanders another in secret, I will cut him off.
Haughty eyes and proud hearts I cannot abide.
6 I look to the faithful of the land, so that they can be my companions;
those who live lives of integrity can be servants of mine.
7 No deceitful person can live in my house; no liar can be my advisor.
8 Every morning I will destroy all the wicked of the land,
cutting off all evildoers from the city of Adonai.

Dear Avi,

Blessed are YOU Adonai Elohim King of the Universe, My Everlasting!!! Holy is YOUR Name O GOD, Almighty One of Israel and of the Philippines! YOU are faithful to the Nations even that of America. Toda O LORD, for YOUR loving kindness and love. Toda for YOUR faithfulness to my family, I know YOU love me too Avi, and that my miracle awaits me. YOU will not give me anything I am not ready to receive and so I thank YOU for allowing me to wait. May YOU give me the grace to receive the blessing of a husband and children and build my family for YOUR glory and honor. YOU will finish the work that YOU started in my husband, in me, my family and his family. Toda that YOU are hiding and covering us from this world, preserving us for YOUR glorious work and inheritance. Avi I had the strangest dream, that I was in a conference and demonic woman was trying to control the event and calling out righteous people as if they were possessed when she was the one possessed. I ran and hid from her, and found people like me so I sat with them and I woke up. The next scenario was I was teaching 2 young boys not to falk foul language, and Dad was there also to focus on them. Then I hugged my Aunt Lillian, coz it seems like their mother was not there anymore to raise them, it felt like they were the sons of Fangie. I woke up. Strange dreams, but I pray that YOU protect Fangie wherever she is do not allow the enemy to destroy her life but preserve her and her family. I pray for the restoration of her broken marriage to Frankie no matter how impossible, YOU can do the impossible FATHER. Toda for 7 hours of sleep last night, I was tired and slept at 10.20pm pretty early than usual.

Exodus 12:21-28

(v) ²¹ Then Moshe called for all the leaders of Isra’el and said, “Select and take lambs for your families, and slaughter the Pesach lamb. ²² Take a bunch of hyssop leaves and dip it in the blood which is in the basin, and smear it on the two sides and top of the door-frame. Then, none of you is to go out the door of his house until morning. ²³ For Adonai will pass through to kill the Egyptians; but when he sees the blood on the top and on the two sides, Adonai will pass over the door and will not allow the Slaughterer to enter your houses and kill you. ²⁴ You are to observe this as a law, you and your descendants forever.

²⁵ “When you come to the land which Adonai will give you, as he has promised, you are to observe this ceremony. ²⁶ When your children ask you, ‘What do you mean by this ceremony?’ ²⁷ say, ‘It is the sacrifice of Adonai’s Pesach [Passover], because [Adonai] passed over the houses of the people of Isra’el in Egypt, when he killed the Egyptians but spared our houses.’” The people of Isra’el bowed their heads and worshipped. ²⁸ Then the people of Isra’el went and did as Adonai had ordered Moshe and Aharon — that is what they did.

 

Judges 4

4 Now D’vorah, a woman and a prophet, the wife of Lapidot, was judging Isra’el at that time. 5 She used to sit under D’vorah’s Palm between Ramah and Beit-El, in the hills of Efrayim; and the people of Isra’el would come to her for judgment. 6 She sent for Barak the son of Avino‘am, from Kedesh in Naftali, and said to him: “Adonai has given you this order: ‘Go, march to Mount Tavor, and take with you 10,000 men from the people of Naftali and Z’vulun. 7 I will cause Sisra, the commander of Yavin’s army, to encounter you at the Kishon River with his chariots and troops; and I will hand him over to you.’”
8 Barak answered her: “If you go with me, I’ll go; but if you won’t go with me, I won’t go.” 9 She replied, “Yes, I will gladly go with you; but the way you are doing it will bring you no glory; because Adonai will hand Sisra over to a woman.” Then D’vorah set out and went with Barak to Kedesh. 10 Barak summoned Z’vulun and Naftali to come to Kedesh. Ten thousand men followed him, and D’vorah went up with him.
14 D’vorah said to Barak: “Get going! This is the day when Adonai will hand Sisra over to you! Adonai has gone out ahead of you!” So Barak went down from Mount Tavor with 10,000 men following him; 15 and Adonai threw Sisra, all his chariots and his entire army into a panic before Barak’s sword; so that Sisra got down from his chariot and fled on foot. 16 But Barak pursued the chariots and the army all the way to Haroshet-HaGoyim. Sisra’s entire army was put to the sword; not one man was left.
17 However, Sisra ran on foot to the tent of Ya‘el the wife of Hever the Keini, because there was peace between Yavin the king of Hatzor and the family of Hever the Keini. 18 Ya‘el went out to meet Sisra and said to him, “Come in, my lord; stay here with me; and don’t be afraid.” So he went into her tent, and she covered him with a blanket. 19 He said to her, “Please give me a little water to drink — I’m thirsty.” She opened a goatskin of milk, gave him some to drink, and covered him up again. 20 He said to her, “Stand at the entrance to the tent; and if anyone asks you if somebody is here, say, ‘No.’” 21 But when he was deeply asleep, Ya‘el the wife of Hever took a tent peg and a hammer in her hand, crept in to him quietly and drove the tent peg into his temple, right through to the ground; so that he died without waking up. 22 So here is Barak pursuing Sisra, and Ya‘el steps out to meet him and says, “Come, I will show you the man you are looking for.” He goes into her tent; and there is Sisra, lying dead with the tent peg through his temple.
23 Thus God on that day defeated Yavin the king of Kena‘an in the presence of the people of Isra’el. 24 The hand of the people of Isra’el came down more and more heavily against Yavin the king of Kena‘an, until they had completely destroyed Yavin the king of Kena‘an.

Dear Avi,

Hallelujah! How YOU are doing great and mighty things through women such as Devorah even in the days of old. But I didn't want to be Devorah, it was Ella who wanted to be her. But how come YOU gave me the position of Devorah, weak I may be. But YOU always chose the weak things to shame the strong. Still I am so glad and honored to be chosen to be dwelling in YOUR Shekinah Presence, coz it was only YOU that I was after in this world, it was not the title or the position not even the power that I was after. I was always after YOUR Presence and a partner spouse who is like me, loving YOU and chasing YOU but he is better so very much better than what I am. Toda for such a gift, toda for this man of GOD. I am so excited to see this miracle unfold in my life O GOD because YOU are the One who prepared everything for us. Father, YOU have always taught me he was jewish. Can't he be jewish? But now you're showing me Anthony, is he even jewish? But even so, if YOU say he is the One, I receive him gladly with my whole heart and I say "How Wonderful YOU are O GOD to give me such a man of GOD like him" Toda that YOU will surprise me and overwhelm me and fill my heart with so much joy and gladness I won't be able to contain it but I will tell the whole wide world about it.

 
Hosea 12

3 (2) Adonai also has a grievance against Y’hudah;
he will punish Ya‘akov according to his ways and pay him back for his misdeeds.
4 (3) In the womb he took his brother by the heel; in the strength of his manhood he fought with God.
5 (4) Yes, he fought with an angel and won; he wept and pleaded with him.
Then at Beit-El he found him, and there he would [later] speak with us —
6 (5) Adonai Elohei-Tzva’ot; Adonai is his name!
7 (6) So you, return to your God; hold fast to grace and justice;
and always put your hope in your God.
10 (9) “But I am Adonai your God, from the land of Egypt.
Again I will make you live in tents, as in the days of the established festival.
11 (10) I have spoken to the prophets; it was I who gave vision after vision;
through the prophets I gave examples to show what it would all be like.
13 (12) Ya‘akov fled to the land of Aram. There Isra’el slaved to win a wife;
for a wife he tended sheep.
14 (13) By a prophet Adonai brought Isra’el up from Egypt, and by a prophet he was protected.

Dear Avi,

Abba YOU are Amazing!!! And YOUR Spirit makes ordinary man amazing like YOU. Avi, I was amazed at how YOU were able to use me as a Prophet like Ezekiel and Devorah because then YOU made me a Watchman and then a Judge. Wow! YOU really are something! How could YOU make me 2 things at one time? But at least only to a few people. Toda Abba, for enabling me to be all that YOU want me to be. But that was only one time. I don't know what YOU're gonna make out of me in the coming days... But I am willing Father. Just bring me back to YOUR Shekinah and I will be all that YOU want me to be. 

 

Luke 14 

3 Yeshua spoke up and asked the Torah experts and P’rushim, “Does the Torah allow healing on Shabbat or not?” 4 But they said nothing. So, taking hold of him, he healed him and sent him away. 5 To them he said, “Which of you, if a son or an ox falls into a well, will hesitate to haul him out on Shabbat?” 6 And to these things they could give no answer.
10 Instead, when you are invited, go and sit in the least important place; so that when the one who invited you comes, he will say to you, ‘Go on up to a better seat.’ Then you will be honored in front of everyone sitting with you. 11 Because everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but everyone who humbles himself will be exalted.”
13 Instead, when you have a party, invite poor people, disfigured people, the crippled, the blind! 14 How blessed you will be that they have nothing with which to repay you! For you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.”
26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father, his mother, his wife, his children, his brothers and his sisters, yes, and his own life besides, he cannot be my talmid. 27 Whoever does not carry his own execution-stake and come after me cannot be my talmid.
33 “So every one of you who doesn’t renounce all that he has cannot be my talmid. 34 Salt is excellent. But if even the salt becomes tasteless, what can be used to season it? 35 It is fit for neither soil nor manure — people throw it out. Those who have ears that can hear, let them hear!”

Dear Avi,

Great are YOU Adonai Elohim! Holy YOU are holy! Father, my heart and body is crying out to love a spouse, wow! YOU really love this man YOU are preparing me for. Whoever he is,I ask that YOU bless him today and all the days of his life. Please Avi, contain me, even during my period, toda that I don't have any menstrual cramps, I don't feel pain, I feel good because YOU are giving me good healthy food to eat of vegetables and fruits. Toda so much Avi! I want to enjoy the rest of my days here with my family as a single woman because those days are few. Please Avi, take care of my parents and my family because I am ready to leave everything behind, all the comfort and luxury for YOU. Even though it's going to be a different life, YOU will carry me through being a wife and mother to beautiful children. LORD, please bless my parents, please give my siblings the heart to look after them. Toda that everything will fall into place. Toda that my parents will let me go to do YOUR bidding, to do great things for YOU. Toda for my wedding, and for the people YOU reminded me to invite - the poor, the crippled, the blind, disfigured. It's going to be a small celebration because the most important thing is YOUR presence at our wedding. Father, make me one with YOUR heart and Will, make my husband one with YOUR heart and will. Make our families one with YOU Father. Make us one with YOU. Father, I am always asking for the healing of my parents, Dad and Mom heal them of the pain of the past, the pain in marriage, please heal them Father, I am asking the same for Mary Grace Dela Pena and Pastor Cez marriage to be healed, to be restored, to be whole. Father, all these marriages I am praying for Shalom and that YOU will be glorified in their marriage. Father I am always asking for deliverance and freedom for the life of my brother David from the lies of the enemy, the daughter of our helper Fatima, Lara, to be freed from the lies of being in a wrong relationship. Deliver them Father, let there be a breakthrough in their lives. That they will not be held a captive of the enemies lies anymore. Heal them Avi, please heal. I pray that YOU breakthrough in my husband's life, that he will experience divine encounters with YOU, supernatural happenings in the Shekinah glory of GOD, as he dwells in YOUR presence day after day, speak to him and reveal great and mighty things to him, let him seek YOU with all his heart, mind, body and soul. I continue to pray for the healing of Sister Char from cancer, healing and fast recovery of Uncle Ben, Kathleen, Didz and Sharone from covid. Heal us all O GOD! Toda for giving my parents strength, joy, gladness, vigor, excitement, long lives to enjoy YOUR blessings, to worship YOU and praise YOU! Halelujah! Toda for Anthony, that YOU have led him forth to the Philippines, for leading him through and through and carrying him when he is losing his way. Toda that YOU are preparing us for great things in YOUR kingdom to do. Father, what about Cobe? Can I take him with me? But my parents love him, please let him be okay if I can't take him with me. Please let Deric love him and take care of him like me, even Shobe. I pray everything will be okay. My family loves Cobe, I want Cobe to be happy even when I'm not here anymore. Please let him be okay. I'm so grateful to YOU for giving me Cobe who has comforted me greatly, even Achilles, all our precious dogs are so wonderful because they came from YOU Father. I don't want to be attached to anything in this world Abba because this world is fading away. I only want to be attached to YOU. So prepare me for the NEW things YOU are about to take me into. Prepare my parents, prepare us all O GOD. Please Father, continue to save all the people connected to me that need YESHUA, they need their salvation to be complete. I pray for President Trump to lead America on his second term with greater effect of establishing YOUR kingdom on earth, I pray for President Duterte to enforce fully YOUR will upon the Philippines, strengthen him with power and glory and enable him to be filled with YOUR Spirit O GOD. I pray that our next President will follow after YOU like President Trump, be as bold as Donald and Rodrigo were as leaders. I pray O GOD, let YOUR kingdom come and YOUR will be done unto us here on earth as it is in heaven. Prepare us LORD that we won't ever take our family business for granted but my siblings will all uphold it and worship YOU by stewarding it faithfully according to YOUR will for us. Father, all my concerns I lift it up to YOU. Even today I pray YOU will have YOUR way today and everyday for the rest of our lives until eternity, JESUS reign over us in majesty! Toda Raba Abba!

I pray for humility upon Ciriaca her family because they will fall if they are proud. I pray humility even for my siblings as they are about to inherit such a blessing they did not work for, please don't allow them to be proud so that they will continue to please YOU and be blessed by YOU. Prepare my siblings and make them one in YOU, unite them LORD, and let them also release me to YOU. For YOU have called me to live a different life. Help them LORD help us all O LORD. But if YOU want me to still continue to be part of the family business, I really am okay with that. Just that YOUR plans for me and my husband will not be compromised. YOU are working all things out for us and our families. I believe YOU are O LORD. Keep us in YOUR presence. Keep us and bless us, make YOUR face to shine upon us, be gracious to us, turn YOUR face towards us and give us ever lasting peace. Keep us, O GOD, keep us. Toda Raba, Abba. I don't want to cry anymore when the time comes that I depart from this house, YOU have already prepared us for this, even our dogs. Please Abba. I entrust everything that is in my heart to YOU. Toda Raba for YOUR love and faithfulness. 

All glory, honor, power and praise belongs to YOU alone GOD Almighty!

Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!